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.Friday, November 12 ' 9:16 AM Y
~m0sT iDi0tIc gaL iN tHe w0rLd--WEITiNG!!~
wat i have done is really mad..haiz..besides hurting myself..i hurt another 2 ppl..and they are ppl who i cant live w/o and don wan to lose them..but i still hurt them a lot..yday..a tragic happen between the 3 of us..the culprit is of cuz me la..i'm the one who started all these stupid rubbish things..only idiot will do dat..haiz..and i am the one..he tok to mi nicely in msn at 1st..den i don care him..i was already very fan n really have no mood..damn fucking mama come n nag at mi..really pek cek liao and she lidat..y cant she takes the time to understand mi better than to nag at mi..really nth better to do leh..so late le..her mouth juz cant stop moving!! really hate her leh..wanna explode le..i switch off the com lo..w/o proper shut down..aiya..com spoil better lo..dat's wat she thinks ba..den i went back to my room..lidat she happy le lo..siao de leh..she wan mi study..but i went back room oso din study de mar..all she wants is don wan let mi sit in front of the computer!! wat shit..fuck de leh..haiz..tears flow thru my eyes again..i was really very angry lo!! feel like give her a punch and ran out of this idiotic house and never be back..and i'm going to did dat soon..is enough of all these rubbish she gave me..really hope there's some1 by my side to an wei wo..but suan le la..who cares..who really cares abt my life and death?? pick up my fone..i sms her..wat i say i really mean it..maybe some is qi hua..but i really think carefully le den sms de lo..one day i may regret wat i have done..but wait till dat day den say la..the path i choose is really not bcuz of anyone or anything lo..i really think of it for a very long time even b4 dat thing happens..kip asking myself to go on or to give up..really very fan..i really have no strength to hold on to it anymore..going to collasp anytime lidat lo..i told her everything..haiz..causing so much unhappiness..and she told him..tok to them for quite awhile..tears juz kip flowing lo..i tot i could end everything w/o causing much hurt to each other..ended up the 3 of us being hurt..is my fault!! haiz..seeing them lidat..feel like tearing myself apart lo..and weiting will never exist anymore..maybe lidat all these will solve le ba..in tis world oso short of one troublemaker le..my heart really aches..feeling so weak..thinking of juz from my window and jump down..and everything will be settled..but can i be dat selfish?? throwing all those problems dat i have cause to them..haiz..really dunno wat to do now..wat i have to say already said..she cry..me oso..ended up apologising to each other when i'm at fault..haiz..really really hurt them alot..den jieyin call mi..think she shock dao lo..cuz i'm crying..haha..she at 1st very hyper de..den listen to my voice she change her tone..den hang up..sms her..and she call mi ask mi ok mar..i really cry till very cham lo..the more she ask the more i cry..really cant control my tears..1st time i cry while i was on the fone..tok awhile den hang up..cuz she confernce wif huizhen they all mar..don wan let her so ma fan..den she ask mi call in..den i tok to them a while lo..aiyoh..they really mad..haha..cheer mi up a little..but it doesnt help much lo..my tears juz couldnt stop..my heart continue to break into bits and pieces..my head was very pain..after hang up..i dunno wat to do le..and he sms mi..asking mi slp le mar..i reply him lo..tot i could juz don care him and continue wif my life w/o him..but i found dat i cant..he told mi dat he drink..a lot..i was really very worried abt him lo..i cant slp..actually i stop le..but upon hearing he lidat..i started to cry again..went to sleep wif my mind full of everything dat i can tink of..fell aslp le lo..but wake up early..i couldnt slp more than dat..woke up wif my eyes very pain..think is swollen lo..cry for 2 hours nonstop b4 i slp..haiz..eyes very small le..now swollen..think bcum smaller le lo..my heart de wound wont heal dat fast ba..now i oso dunno how to face him and her..hope dat everything is alrite..and can be wat we are like in the past..but can we?? really dunno..see how la..really sorry for wat i've done..bcuz of mi..causing her to cry..causing him to drink..really scare dat i will spoil their mood later when go out..or i would juz act happy lo..tis is wat i most pro in mar..haha..maybe today wont be going home ba..wanna stay out late..ppl reading tis..if my mum contact u..juz tell her u all dunno anithing..missing in action soon..haha..take care!!

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- Weiting -
- 9 NOV 1988 -
- turning 21st soon! presents? ^.^ -
- SVPS, CCKSS, NP(ECE-microE)-
- Stepped into working society in Dec08 -
- In a Relationship with Mr Toh Yong Rong -


SHE WANTSY


:: with laogong till old ::
:: always always happy ::
:: overcome my phobia ::
:: control my temper! ::
:: collect waterglobe ::
:: collect 偶像剧 VCD ::
:: collect all tweety bird stuffs ::
:: laptop or desktop ::
:: Decorate my room ::
:: open a shop (no idea wat to sell yet) ::
:: have a grand wedding dinner ^.^ ::



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