wah seh.my bill finally come le.guess how much?? near to $100 lo.omg.damn scary sia.and i'm the one who is paying.haiz.xin tong leh.all papa fault! tell him so many time change plan for me he don wan!! fuck de.if the plan is changed now i only have to pay 50 plus only lo.see.reduce by so much lo.haiz.oso dunno wat the fuck my parents are thinking lo.use alot is mine fault la.but who causes it? ppl call me oso cannot.sms oso cannot.den take hp for wat? might as well cut off the line.lidat they happy le lo.argh~!!! angry la.no money really alot of problem leh.now i get pay like no get pay lidat lo.$100 for dat stupid bill.$100 for mama.the rest i have to eat, top up my fare card, make contact lens, buy bag, return money.left dat little amount i have to settle so many things!! damn fuck up.maybe w/o hp i will be rich by now.haiz.dunno la.
life is so terrible now.cannot see him.he working mar.not enough ppl there he cant fetch me home.den i go there quite late le mar.some more dat stupid fare so expensive!! haiz.the only thing i can do is tok on fone wif him.now oso cannot.haiz.everything oso cannot.very cham leh.den i can only sms him.den later bill burst again.fan ar!!! all these are cause by my idiotic parents.i oso dunno y i have such parents lo.tell them change plan for me dat can save alot of money.they juz wont listen!! now damn angry wif them lo.see their face oso sian.wanna buy hp mama say wait till price drop.now is i use my own money lo!! don even ask them to pay a single cent for me they tok so much.i wan faster 18!! den i can do watever to my fone oso can.don nid them le.du lan wif them la.everything oso wanna guan.they juz don understand me lo! sick n tired of all those things le.y cant they juz leave mi alone??
yday.i was toking on fone wif him.papa come in and scold.den he ask me wan study or wan love.i really cant stand it le lo.feel like toking back.but i don have the strength to quarrel wif him.came back from work already so tired le.y cant they be more open minded abit? i have to choose one.he ask me i say dunno.but if really ask me choose.i wan ai qing.study to me doesnt matter lo.i oso not good at study la.is juz waste for money lo.study poly so expensive.if i give up on studies den they can save alot le mar.den all those money can give kor go university use.lidat their burden oso lighter a lot le.haiz
sometimes i really wonder they all my parents anot lo.y cant they understand me? y cant they take the time to understand more instead of kip nagging at me n scold me? forcing me to do the things i don like.asking me to do tis do dat.follow their way instead of asking me wat i wan? wat kind of parents are they? y cant they be like others? i really dunno wat to say le.tis kind of living is worse than hell sia.forget it la.who ask me is their daughter.they don treat me as 1 i oso don care la.go home like i'm staying alone lidat.do their own things.song song come scold me.den ask me do tis do dat.is only when they like it den they will tok to me.or else they don even bother abt me.y cant we like others dat can tok nicely to each other.once we open our mouth we are shouting at the top of our voices.tis is wat a family should like? maybe to ours ba.use to it le.so let it be ba.haiz!~~

- Weiting -
- 9 NOV 1988 -
- turning 21st soon! presents? ^.^ -
- SVPS, CCKSS, NP(ECE-microE)-
- Stepped into working society in Dec08 -
- In a Relationship with Mr Toh Yong Rong -

:: with laogong till old ::
:: always always happy ::
:: overcome my phobia ::
:: control my temper! ::
:: collect waterglobe ::
:: collect 偶像剧 VCD ::
:: collect all tweety bird stuffs ::
:: laptop or desktop ::
:: Decorate my room ::
:: open a shop (no idea wat to sell yet) ::
:: have a grand wedding dinner ^.^ ::