tis blog is for those who have misunderstand with me.i think they noe who they are la.i dunno wat will happen in the end but i juz wan to say out my feelings towards the whole thing.think dat's fair for me ba.u all more ppl and is a gp of cuz can win de mar.wat i write u all bu shuang den let's talk ba.but i noe in the end i still lose de.dat's wat always happen.

ok now i wan to say out wat i wan to say le.abt my frenz.sec 4 de bubby.haha.the word "bubby" abit contradicting hor.cuz now our frenship is like.them is them.i can no longer fix in ba.wat i can say is this.hmm.i'm juz a passer by? juz join in as and when i like? haha.anyway, i'm happy with wat i have now.maybe u are will think bcuz i have rong.he's there for me to pei me etc.but when i break with him are u all impt? wat i can say is wait till dat day den say ba.to tis matter.wat i can say is.it is really impossible to find back the frenship le.is juz like a broken glass.u glue back there's oso a scar there.so wat for force to be together? i've tried. but the results always turns to be negative.we discuss abt the problem.in the end.it turns out to be same.nth change.u all think is i change.i think is u all change.so? conclusion? we only knows how to push blames on each other! so wat's the point?

u all think i change is bcuz of rong.guess wat.if is not him.my studies will flunk lo.the course u all taking oso not the same as me.who will wan to teach me? who will? wat i can say is stop say is rong dat cause me to drift apart from u all.nth wrong with him.i dunno y u all will lidat say.y muz blame who or who? if we were buddy, is this wat we should behave? wat's the feeling of being left out by 1 big gp? have u all try to understand wat rong's feeling? 1 big gp go out.no one bothers to talk to him or wat lo.if now tis happens to ur bf or gf.wat will u all do? if u all can say u can don care him/her, i really pei fu u all lo.this oso doesnt happen on u all.so i think u all have no right to ask me wat to do and wat lo.and if the cause is rong? y me n hong they all can be so good? cuz they can communicate with rong lo.as for u all.u all tried.but is only 1/10 lidat only.the feelings u all give is like very fake lo.

last thing.is really hard to talk to u all lo.cuz watever i say.u all sure have things to shoot me de lo.and in the end is u all say i'm the 1 with all those excuses! 1st is zy bday.wat i wan is juz y u all no call me.in the end can say till is me n rong de problem? wat shit!? 2nd is on sy bday.the problem wasnt me n jy.y talk until me n jy? can u all stop linking any useless problem inside? is damn irritating lo.to me u all is like only know how to blame others.have u all really reflect on urselves? and if u all got any thing not happy juz say out la.wat for put such nick? y cant come to use directly? if u dunno anithing we can explain wat.and b4 u all noe the truth don anyhow say lo.i know i post this blog sure have alot of things happen.but i still wan to do so.reason is i wan to say out how i feel.and my conclusion is it is really not possible to go back to the past le.go out still can.but go back to the past to be as close.think don nid to waste the effort le ba.

and to my 2 kor kor-sherman n zy, the day we talk in msn.u all really give me the feeling u all are wei hu her.dat's all i can say.this blog is totally how i feel lo.happy not happy.if u think there's think to clarify juz tell me lo.

- Weiting -
- 9 NOV 1988 -
- turning 21st soon! presents? ^.^ -
- SVPS, CCKSS, NP(ECE-microE)-
- Stepped into working society in Dec08 -
- In a Relationship with Mr Toh Yong Rong -

:: with laogong till old ::
:: always always happy ::
:: overcome my phobia ::
:: control my temper! ::
:: collect waterglobe ::
:: collect 偶像剧 VCD ::
:: collect all tweety bird stuffs ::
:: laptop or desktop ::
:: Decorate my room ::
:: open a shop (no idea wat to sell yet) ::
:: have a grand wedding dinner ^.^ ::