hmmz.here to summarise my year of 2005.anyway to all the anonymous.dunno y u all are here.always like to kpo ppl things.dunno for wat hell.nth to better to do.tis world juz have those KPOs around.when ppl write abt something they don like den start to kpkb.and is totally none of their business u see.den start to quarrel all these.wat fuck? they juz wan others to listen to them.think they are hell great.but something very strange.they dare to say so much.ask them add me in msn yet they dun wan.give excuses don wan talk to foolish ppl.HAHA!! dat person better don let me noe who are u.and if is i noe de.is worst! since u noe me.juz talk to me in msn la.scare so much don talk big in my blog.juz fuck off from my blog n peace!

classmates-1A4..my class in 1st year poly.going to noe them for a year le.started to get closer n closer to them.at 1st i was like anti-social.cuz i don talk to ppl i dunno.but when i'm close to them.i can talk.haha.so funny.so in class every1 juz say me anti social.lunch oso din eat with them.i started to talk to jun liang or rather he take the intiative to talk to me.den slowly can communicate with the class le lo.only after play bball den really close ba.actually say close is not lo.should be saying know them better ba.now at least got talk in class with them.find them actually quite good.except for one or 2 who are very irritating and most of the class don like.maybe i'm 1 they don like oso.haha.

family-sometimes there is quarrel and sometimes can be very good.but most of the time i at home is me, my lap top, tv, and hp.hmmz..anonymous say i don cherish them.bullshit.haha.i can say is i wont cry in front of my parents.i don tell my things to them.cuz they can never understand.i try b4.but failed.so watever thing.is either written here, in my diary, tell rong or others who are willing to listen to me.can say in this family.my ah ma noes me ba.haha.she noe i have a bf.she din disapprove.all she did was tell me dat i muz study hard oso.she say alot to me dat time in hospital when i bring rong there oso.she did not discourage me.maybe she's old and wanted someone to look after me so lidat say.but i don think so.all i wanted is those encouraging words.but not nagging and all the disapprove ones.i've chosen tis path.no matter how they don like me having a bf, they cant force us to break up oso.all those negative comments i've heard enough.those adults are living in their own world.look on the streets.how many teenagers now have bfs n gfs? even those much younger than me oso have.i dun understand wat's wrong in having a bf at tis age.is juz purely love.there's nth wrong to be together rite? ok la.enough of all these.juz hope those adults can understand ba.

tis year quite alot of things happen to my family.mama lack of blood go hospital.read my old blog if u wan to noe wat happen.next is ah ma.haiz.so old le still nid go thru those sufferings.haiz.bcum very weak.tis year go to hospital quite alot of times le.den noe alot of adults things from mama.they oso problem alot.duno them la.adults always say don interfere their things.so i diam diam lo.don say so much arbo kana scoldings again.our family join in 1 more member oso.dat's jun rong.haha.the cutie.sometimes have to look after him.hiayoh.he really very difficult to look after lo.going to find a job in next holiday.so i can buy watever i wan.wont kip take parents money so wont bcuz of dat issue quarrel.

frenz-looking at those neo print really very huai nian.think back..we have so much fun in the past.esp piglet4s.we have lots of neo print.haha.piglet4s-me, jy, yh n ly.most close is with hong.from last time till now still the same.as for me n ly still got contact.but not so close anymore.haiz.the worst is me n jy.from totally dunno to close to super close.and back to like dunno each other lidat.sometimes i thinking.wat really happen to us? sec 4s say de thing all dunno gone to where.really wish piglet4s can go out together again.but how to? actually i tis person very funny.juz for dat moment i'm angry so i quarrel with them.but the next i'll be thinking abt them.is like y from very close frenz we can bcum lidat.i admit dat i'm at fault.i'm always dat stubborn.i din take the intiative to ask them out unlike last time.1st reason is of cuz money problem.dunno y i always have not enough money.maybe spend too much on those titbits all those.2nd reason is.i really dunno wat we can do lo.is like long time no go out.den very strange liao lehz.den we all oso shy shy de.scare later tis n dat happen.actually the frenship i wan back most is piglet4s.the days we eat pizza together, take neoprint etc.dat's wat we always do.as for hz, mic yap i can say is dat moment we can get along.cuz we rarely go out during the days in sec4s.there's a gap between me n the both of them.i dunno y.like i cant go into their world lidat lehz.dunno y.as for shuying.not like in the past we can talk for long on the fone.but go out still got call her.mic goh.dunno lehz.after we diff class.totally no contact.except for sending some text sms.dat's all my girl frenz .me, hong, yong, jieyin, shuying, mic yap , mic goh n huizhen...hope 1 day the 8 of us can go out together ba.but i scare split into gps.haiz.as for boy friends.not much changes ba.have some restriction ba.cannot be as mad as the past.sometimes i dunno y rong cant mix with them.wat's the real problem behind it? sometimes i wonder if rong can mix in.den me n jy they all oso wont have so much of quarrel le.tis is all i wish la.haha.

darling-walk together for a year plus le.of cuz there will be some quarrel.but most of the time is i unreasonable ba.can be together for so long oso quite strange.both temper oso sux.haha.juz wan to thank him for always tolerate my temper, always give in to me, always treat me so good.i wan wat he will always try to give me.but i always so bad take advantage of him.hee.oso nth much to say lo.haha

a new year wishes:

1. hope can be rong forever
2. can have a warmhearted family
3. hope parents can accept rong
4. there wont be any conflicts within frenz
5. can get into the course i want
6. everyone happy
7. of cuz pass my modules

think dat's all ba.i don hope much.cuz when i don get it.the disappointment.haiz.dat's end of my entry.byebye.wish everybody enjoys their new year! all the best.

- Weiting -
- 9 NOV 1988 -
- turning 21st soon! presents? ^.^ -
- SVPS, CCKSS, NP(ECE-microE)-
- Stepped into working society in Dec08 -
- In a Relationship with Mr Toh Yong Rong -

:: with laogong till old ::
:: always always happy ::
:: overcome my phobia ::
:: control my temper! ::
:: collect waterglobe ::
:: collect 偶像剧 VCD ::
:: collect all tweety bird stuffs ::
:: laptop or desktop ::
:: Decorate my room ::
:: open a shop (no idea wat to sell yet) ::
:: have a grand wedding dinner ^.^ ::