.Saturday, May 30 ' 10:01 AM Y
is weekend again!
but i have no idea wat to do this weekend
feel like going out but dunno whr to go
maybe i should spring clean my room?
is not a bad idea hor?
depends on my mood later ba!
HAHAHA..
GSS is here!
when singtel having promotion?
my pixon...
waited for so long le
or should i just change my line to m1?
so troubled!
play mj again yday
manage to win back some money
but mostly is mama help de lo
and we almost quarrel again cuz of the tiles
but lucky dint
i did control my temper.haha..
rmb i said i took MC on thurs cuz of gastric pain?
when i get back to work on friday
my mgr told me so much things dat happened the day b4
i must say that i am lucky
能够逃过这灾难
phew~
and i told rong it seems to be fated to b this way
cuz my gastric suddenly pain till i really cant tahan
seems to be ridiculous lo
cuz i ate every meal on wednesday
也许一切都是天注定的吧
acc to my mgr the prof is very very angry abt this matter
but this time i have to say something fair
really not my mgr fault this time
i should say that working society is really dark n evil
every1 is pushing the ball around
playing "taiji" everywhr
sometimes i just feel dat should i 承受 all these at this age?
others are happily studying, enjoying their life
yet i have to see all those stupid, ugly, evil side of the world
i really felt that all those things happening is not necessary
is just that the big shots wan to take action only anot
but they dint!
they push the responsibility here n there
wat abt us? the small fry?
we will only tio wack when we did something wrong
or something that provoke them
but we dont wish to!
cuz we don have the right, the position to make any decisions!
if i were to choose again
i really gonna study hard thru my sec sch life
sort of regret not study hard
if not, now i will b stilll enjoying sch life
instead of seeing 丑陋的世界, 污染了我的人生
我讨厌现在所拥有的!
我想逃跑，躲避，不想面对所有的一切一切!
有能力赚钱了没什么了不起!! 因为我根本不快乐。。
好怀念以前的我。。也许再也找不会了
