.Saturday, May 16 ' 10:06 AM Y
today is the 16th!
happy 53rd month anniversary to me n darling
and also
happy 21st birthday to Jeffrey!
been thru a very busy n tiring working week!
is really a correct thing that i took MC on monday
resume to work on Tue
i have been rushing the mark sheet for my mgr
yet he keep disturb me in between
cant he let me finish it peacefully
little things he oso have to say a bit here n there
i am not free to listen to his nonsense!
i felt so pissed!
pissed is bcuz he is the 1 rushing me and at the same time delaying my work by telling me things that are not so important...
cant he differentiate wat is the priority at the moment?
just 1 day, the energy that i stored on monday all gone on tuesday!
wednesday don think i can slack already..
i am still busy buSY BUSY!
thursday worst!
the 1st OT till near 8pm den go home
bcuz of printing examination report for the meeting on friday
i'm really boiling on that day
there are changes here n there
i'm busy preparing the report
the master copy already take me the whole morning
and i went for late lunch!
when i am already very hungry!
and i feel my head spinning
when i tot i can start photocopying the rest of 8 copies
the changes come in
GOSH!
sometimes i really dunno all men are in this way or wat
when they see some1 busy
they wont offer help instead they will stand there n see!
WTF! yes! i am talking abt my mgr!
i am busy taking out the past documets, punching holes, filing new documents
he can just stand there and watch!
and only when i ask him to help den he start
HELLO!!! am i the mgr or he is??
i have enough of him!
is not that he is inexperience lo
i dunno wat/how to say...
full of anger in me!
and when we are abt to finish i just started packing
he off light and lock his office door already
i was like...SHOCK?!
when i was doing all filing
he still have the time to pack up and switch off com all these?
i really dunno wat to say..
i must say he become a mgr here he really dunno did wat good deeds in his past few lifes...and to me i must be owe him something in my past and now i am returning him!
friday morning i have been rushing again
from the moment i stepped into the office at 815 till 9
when the prof is telling me wat he wan
my mgr again can stand n listen
i can say is really none of his business!
cuz he oso din help me in the end
until i open my mouth again
he doesnt know how to distribute he workload
and when i am trying to save the pdf from the system
i need his help for helping me to find the settings for page setup
he told me he know about it when i am explaining to him how to save
he say yaya i noe i noe
so i ask him for help to look for the settings
cuz he has read thru the details and have both email and hardcopy
ended he tell me he dunno wat i am saying abt
and he still say he read thru b4!
he just showed it to me once and i know there's such details
and i ask him to look for the email or hardcopy he printed out
he did not get back to me!
not even telling me he cant find it...
such irresponsible person!
ended i have to scan thru my email
in such a short time
i have to dl the files, collate them into 1 pdf, look for ans i wan
wat he do? how i noe wtf he is doing?
like wat guoxiang said
work with him my lifespan really will shorten
one reason is bcuz of the anger i have
another is cuz the things i said abt him maybe god wan punish me and deduct my lifespan
if 1 day i really gonna leave this dept
most of the reason sure bcuz of the unhappiness caused working with him
to me, he is only some1 who help me cover all those communication with profs, standard emails
truely speaking i am just making use of him
and yday i finally understand the reason i don like him
he always like to push things to me when he is handling some matters
like example he is dealing with student, he checked the details and when something is wrong, he asked me to email/call the student instead of him emailing/calling himself!
since he is handling why not he do himself?
y need a 2nd person to carry on the job?
y so troublesome?
just find it so stupid!
really stupid!!
and i really quite sad to say that when my colleague ordering lunch for the profs for meeting
there is no share for the dept staffs
just 7 more shares
such a dept cant afford?
is not that i wanted free lunch
just quite pathetic la
i really hate myself in working society
i just feel that i am a different person
i have to smile and talk nicely when i am already pissed off
is like wearing a mask to work!
i cant be myself
i cant find any happiness in work
again is bcuz of money!
only money gives me the motivation to work
I HATE WORKING LIFE!!
