[in love with u]

2010-02-08T10:04:00.002+08:00

now my work has gone to a super low peak period...

i am super bored everyday!

i have been finding ppl to talk to...

but looks like i always fail...

i have no friends...

how sad...

and i don wan to make new friends...

i am just a pathetic lonely gal...

Momo Love

2010-01-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

1 show down..

currently keep chiong-ing taiwan idol drama!

hahaha..

Momo Love...

the part dat i feel like crying is about kinship..

just wonder if i have so protective brothers

am i fortunate or living in hell...

but a show is always a show

in reality really will happen this kind of things?

haha..

anyway i dunno y so many don like this show

the casts? or the plot?

no idea...

the next show i will be chiong-ing will be by

Rainie and Show!

Hai Pai Tian Xin!!!

and...

i am still waiting very hard for xia yi zhan, xing fu to finish showing~

mi xiu mi xiu~

1st post in new year

2010-01-12T09:47:00.002+08:00

my 1st post in new year!

busy busy busy!!

really busy!

cuz registration begins...

as usual lo..

tons of emails and phone calls

zzzZZZzz

and i am currently still busy

but i still have time to update

during office hours some more! hahaha

gotten my 1st full 13th month salary!

cool~

but at the same time i spend a bomb!

bought a new PC which cost $1400, a PC table cost $280, curtain abt $62

and there goes my dec salary! hahaha

shift my funitures too

but still so messy! cuz din really have time to clean

after finishing all the drilling, shifting, cleaning

it's already late at nite!

and all my energy gone!

gonna find a weekend to clear n throw all the rubbish!

little little details don update le

now i really really pray hard hard dat

darling will pass his TP tis coming friday!

jia you jia you!!

all the best and GOOD LUCK!!!

21st birthday presents!!

2009-12-26T14:57:00.006+08:00

upon eve jiejie request...

here's my 21st bday presents!!

before dat let me show u my pretty face!!

hahaha..so bhb

the birthday gal! - ting =D

from chaw chaw n phyu phyu!

from hong and zy~

from NUS colleagues

from liyong, jiajia, junn yuan, jinda and guoqing

from jiayu...

from eve jiejie~

from eve jiejie and gx!

from my cousin - siew zhen, siew ling and yong hua

and of cuz those ang bao from relatives and colleague

and both papa n mama give me 200 each

so bought a bracelet with it..the rest save in bank..

as for mr toh..

he buy me a pendant, adidas jacket and cosmetics..

i really dunno wat i wan from him..

so wat i short of just ask him fill up for me lo..

hahaha~

X'mas is coming~

2009-12-23T15:35:00.002+08:00

my eve jiejie is complaining!!

complaining that my blog is rotting..

i guess rotten already la

hahaha...

i shall make it alive~

decemeber is ending..

holiday period is here..

yet i am working working working!!

sob sob~

ppl are enjoy

yet i am suffering!

and i really have no mood to work!

every morning i wake up and feel like pon-ing!

hahahaha...

how good if i have 2 weeks of holiday like poly..

but wat i have is students don have

which is my 13th month bonus!

waited for so long~

but very fast all will be gone!

cuz i will be buying a new PC, table, curtain..

yeah yeah!

i am decorating my room..

i'm gonna make it till i can rot in room every weekends!

hahahaha..

i guess rong will hate me...

x'mas is coming~

hope every1 enjoyed themselves...

a peaceful and quiet and drinking christmas for me

i wanna get drunk!

HOHOHOHO!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

tinG's 21st birthdaY celebratioN!!

2009-11-02T12:34:00.003+08:00

having my 21st bday celebration last saturday...

thanks all who have attended

hope you guys enjoyed yourselves!

and oso thanks all for the ang baos, presents!

thanks for those who have helped me

to many to list

deeply appreciated =D

Date: 31st Oct 2009

Day: Saturday

Time: 5.30pm

Venue: National Service Resort and Country Club,

Bungalow 12...

anyway i wasnt really happy

cuz there's a lot of problems!

but still manage to solve 1 by 1 as days past

and there's a lot of naggings!

even when my party starts...

don wan to elaborate on those unhappy things...

still i must say that i have a memorable 21st!

the prettiest weiting appear in her 20 years +

hahahaha..

but when the clock strike 12

she turns back into original~

thanks every1!!

really really thanks~!!

boring boring as usual~

2009-10-28T15:41:00.003+08:00

i'm so bored! really bored!

wat can i do at work?

actually there's little little things to do

but i have no feel to do

cuz really sian la!

if i finish dat small little things

means i will have nth to do the next day

so those little things keep drag n drag~

but still i manage to finish it

when? it depends on my mood...hahaha!!

evil tots are running thru my mind again!

i have been thinking to take MC

but ended i still drag myself to work

i don wan to take leave

cuz i only left with 6 days..

and i wan to bring forward 5 days

which means i only left a day to use

how how how?

i still have 2 more months to go!

y so boring? omg omg!!!

$#%^$#%$#

i'm going crazy!!!

4 more days to 21st bday celebration!

2009-10-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

counting down: 4 more days!

just hope everything goes smoothly on 31st Oct 09!!

this morning is really suay!

i on on the train heading towards clementi

and the train break suddenly

i did not fall cuz i was grabbin to the pole...

but a man behind me..

wanted to grab the hole

ended he missed it and gave me a slap from behind

how dramatic!

argh!! and he din apologise!

damn pissed off...

i din blame him for accidentally slapping me

i was angry that he din say sorry!

SINGAPOREANS!!!!

yucks!

and before boarding aunties are pushing

i admit sometimes i did try to squeeze in when there's little space

this is bcuz when the door close ppl start shifting and there's actually spaces!

but the aunties are pushing from far back!

argh! dunno la~

i wan to have my own car!

can i target by the end of next year i can have my own car?

which is 2010...

but b4 dat i must have my car license

hopefully i can shun shun 1 time past! hahaha

yday have slight quarrel with mama

cuz she keep twisting her words!

really angry with her la!

argh~

sometimes really will go crazy when ppl keep change their minds

and when i ask her y did she keep changing her mind

she replied: "bo liao"

omg!! wat more can i say?

really going to faint!

fruitful weekend!

2009-10-26T11:04:00.004+08:00

finally i feel that i can spend my weekend so wisely!

sat meet rong to go buy bbq stuffs

yea yea! he is cooking for me to eat on my bday!

i guess i have to do the wash up -.-ll

after shopping we went for a jog

my stamina is getting a little better

just a little only..hahaha..

jia you!!

here ache there ache

now still pain la!

had our dinner at 8pm

and Dota time!!

stupid ass! keep scold me!

i really really so bu shuang..hahah...

nvm..i will become a pro after trainings! hahaha

sunday as rong is learning car in the noon

i iron my shirt and self reborn my hair

i miss my straight hair!

though is not really very straight

really regret regret to curl it! sucks~

meet him at lot to buy my bday cake!

yummy yummy!

my fav chocolate!! hohoho...

finally after weeks, we started on the scrapbook...

no ideas! omg! so kns..

nvm..we shall see wat we can do on friday

i'm started looking forward to my bday!

i just hope everything goes smoothly!

though now there are some hiccups

i believe i can solve it as days past....

going crazy soon~

2009-10-22T14:00:00.002+08:00

every morning, i woke up...

always tinking of ideas to skip work

ended i always find no valid reason to skip

so i have to dragged myself to work!

every morning, when i stepped into office

always thinking wat is my work for today

none!

there's really nth i can do

i'm really surprise that i can endure till 6pm everyday

every evening, when i'm dismiss from work

there's really nth for me to look forward to

rong no longer can come fetch me

unless he is back to ARC or when he dismiss early

wat i pray for when i dismiss from work is

hope the bus faster come and the road is smooth

so that i can reach home early!

every nite, when i reach home

i always felt so tired!

i don even have the mood to play game or wat

everytime around 9pm

my eyes starting closing

and mind is telling me is time to slp~

and this repeats and repeats...

wat a boring life i having now~

and it's driving me crazy!

esp the boredem at work!

i felt so slpy yet i cant slp

feeling so terrible

but still i have to go work....

wat a waste of time~

netball~

2009-10-15T09:22:00.003+08:00

tis morning when i was walking to bus stop

i saw this bus passing by me

and it printed netball advertisement

just went to netball official website to look look

and i saw some job opportunities for coaches

and i saw Chua Chu Kang Sec Sch!

and the posting date is 15 June 2009

alamak! y cckss always doesnt have a coach?!

dat's so pathetic la!

a team w/o a coach...

dat's really ke lian leh!

slack week~

2009-10-12T08:38:00.003+08:00

whee~ this week gonna be a slack week!

cuz the profs and colleagues on leave! haha...

this means i can try to slack as much as i can!

YES! i am a slacker!!

right now i'm in the midst of preparing my bday

i wonder if i am looking 4ward to this bday party..

talk to my mum yday abt the party...

now i understand y rong don wan to invite relatives...

cuz really quite ma fan! alamak!!!

don wish to elaborate more on this...

cuz my head going to burst when all these troubles come into my mind!

anyway i have my namelist ready!

i will send out my invitation soon~

i still have quite a number of things to prepare!

like ordering of buffet, bbq food, decorations, my bday cake!

and i only left 2 weekends to do all these~

and i feel like making a scrapbook for myself...

for ppl to write notes~

cuz i ask rong..he not doing anything for me!

hmph! angry~

to guys..they feel dat this kind of things..

they will find it meaningful the 1st time they see it

however, after the 1st time seeing, they wont pick up and look thru again

maybe they are not as sentimental as gals..

as for me i really do appreciate those notes, autograph books

right now when i flip thru the autograph book i have...

i just find it so cute..so funny to read them again...

guys just dunno how to appreciate them!

dat's all for now ba~

i can slowly update my blog! hahaha

Christine Glass: My Love Will Get You Home

2009-10-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

Christine Glass: My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

i LoVe this song so much now~!

welcome last quarter of 2009!

2009-10-01T17:46:00.003+08:00

it's 1st Oct!
let's welcome the last quarter of 2009~
time really past very very fast!

firstly...
Happy 21st birthday to Sherman! (5th Oct)
Happy 21st birthday to Jianhui! (2nd Oct)
Happy 21st birthday to Jieyin! (1st Oct)
Happy 21st birthday to Darling! (28th Sept)
Happy 21st birthday to Jin Long! (25th Sept)
Happy 21st birthday to Hui Zhen! (14th Sept)
Happy 20th birthday to Liyong (30th Aug)
Happy 21st birthday to Zhan Yue! (26th Aug)
Happy 21st birthday to Weehoe! (24th Aug)
Happy 21st birthday to Chen Hui! (16th Aug)
Happy 49th birthday to MaMa!! (13th Aug)
Happy 21st birthday to Guo Qing (9th Aug)
Happy 21st birthday to Michelle! (8th Aug)
Happy 21st birthday to Regina! (19th Jul)
Happy 21st birthday to Chen Wei! (12th Jul)

who else did i miss out? i oso not sure..too many birthdays in 2nd half of 2009 le!

let me post some birthdays photos =)

Rotting in process~

2009-08-21T08:32:00.001+08:00

my blog is rotting in process~

i shall update when registration ends!

busy busy busy~~

photos~

2009-07-29T13:31:00.004+08:00

outing~

2009-07-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yday should b my 1st Friday outing after work with darling, eve jiejie n gx
Meet up with rong 1st den take 188 to habour front den change purple line down
Once again…history repeated itself…
The train door closed leaving me outside and rong in the train
And I have this face on me -.-ll
Gosh! This is the 2nd time la! The 1st time is I’m in the train and rong outside…
Hahahaha…so funny…I saw a couple laughing oso
Went for dinner at Manhattan at the Central, Clarke Quay
Yummy yummy~
Went for a walk at riverside after dinner
Feeling good~ the breeze, the nite, the ppl, the river…
Making my nite filled with peace…just enjoyed that feeling…
Aiya! Forget to see got stars anot…haha…
When can I go sentosa leh? Hahaha…
GX left 1st as usual…but after awhile darling, me n eve oso go home le lo
Feeling so tired~ but at least my Friday nite is fruitful…
Look 4ward to next gathering which mayb eve jiejie’s bday ba…

Another event was on 18th June which was Cousins’ BBQ!
The very 1st cousins gathering..haha..
Me n rong went swimming 1st…we chat a lot at the pool side..
Hehe…long time we din have a good chat..
BBQ starts at 5pm..
Darling n zhexian start fire..the rest prepare food
Cousins slowly appear 1 by 1…
And is the 1st time saw zx’s gf..
Enjoyed ourselves! This should b the 1st time I ate a lot at bbq…haha
Hope there will be another round at the end of year!

Actually I wrote a paragraph on my mgr again…
But I decided to delete away
Anyway I have been very busy since Wednesday…
Emails are flooding my mailbox
Glad to say dat I manage to survive!! Hehe!
Well done! I shall keep it up~
I hope my mgr can survive too…good luck n all the best to him!

Tomorrow onwards I predict I will be busier!
Hope I can conquer and endure till national day…
Or rather the week after national da...busy busy~!!
Weiting jia you ba! GO!

More n more birthdays coming~
Need to save $$ to prepare for presents le!

花痴!! 花痴!!!

2009-07-13T11:19:00.002+08:00

伤心的事就别多提了
最近花痴的现像越来越严重了!
怎么办? 怎么办???
我工作的地方有位A先生
不知为什么每次碰到他都会脸红心跳
好恐怖!! 这不是我可以控制的!
脸红心跳都是很自然的出现
我不能坦然的面对
觉得跟他接触超紧张!
如果可以，我宁愿不想跟他沟通
因为我不想让他看到我害羞的样子
可是，看到他，心情会愉快。。
大家请别误会!! 我对他没有别的意思
但不知怎么会出现那些莫名其妙的"感觉"
其实对于他，我有种仰慕的感觉
因为年纪青的他，已经能够当讲师。。太厉害了吧!
好想像他一样，那么有成就。。羡慕死了!
看到他，也让我想起当年我是怎么为Mr Tan WL着迷的!
想不到，多年以后有出现了同样的情况，同样都是老师级的
但现在长大了，感觉难免会怪怪的。。哈哈!!

真的很难面对年轻男性的"攻势"
哈哈哈。。说的好像是发生了什么。。哈哈。。
不只是A先生，对别的不熟男性，我也会有那样的反应
也许是我害羞与内向的性格吧
但一旦熟了，我就能够和大家打成一片了
这就是我!! 哈哈。。。

亲爱的荣，希望你别在意。。
因为你的darling就是那么花痴!
哈哈哈。。。!!!

还是很伤心

2009-07-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl..not to worry about me regarding previous post..
Just wan to vent out some anger and unhappiness in me
Anyway I’m sharing thru blog..hehe..
Tis is a place whr I can share whatever I want n ppl just read whenever they free..
In this case, I wont be disturbing any1…hehe

I guess everything will 雨过天晴 soon!
So far so good la…
Though sometimes mama still nag nag about past things abt dad don wan work etc..
At least now there’s a job waiting for my dad..
1 problem down…
Me n rong de r/s quite stable oso…
Hope it last ba…but normally wont la..sure need quarrel a little here n there de.haha..
Part of life ba..hope just small small quarrel jiu hao la..
Too happenin problems I cant take it!
So ended still left with my mgr problem..yawn~~!!
Anyway I have found some ways to attack him! Hoho~

past working week is really tiring for me!

monday i was having terrible headache

headache always huant me whenever i did not have enough slp

still feeling tired on tuesday evening

so i decided to take a day leave

just to SLEEP~
休息是为了走更长远的路
is really true!

after a day rest..i'm so fresh on wednesday!

but..i felt so tired on thursday again

work half day..another half help out in event

dept graduation tea

not many turn up

quite disappointed la

cuz it might be the last chance for them to meet up

HAPPY GRADUATION!!

and of cuz..this tells dat friday i'm tired~ really tired~

if i din take leave on tuesday i suppose i will take on friday

early morning i told GX dat if my mgr still disturb me,

i confirm will flare at him!

guess wat??? this really happen!!

b4 i went for lunch he ask me something

and i told him very impatiently n quite rude la

"i tot i tell u he submit already?!?! can u go check the email"

he orh orh and went back to his office

and he din talk to me after lunch

HAHAHA!!

just feel dat he deserve it!

cuz dat's the 3rd time he asked me the same qn!

my mum always say that she have to care everything in the hse

and she felt so tired

she always think dat working outside is easy

whenever i complain to her abt my mgr and say how i treat him

she always say y i have to behave in this way

just tahan awhile and everything will over

whenever i complain work is so tiring n tough

she always say something else to oppose me

if working is so simple, i would have been enjoying

instead of complaining always!

i tink she will never ever understand how i feel

doesnt she realise the change i have after working this job?

somehow in my mind, she just let me feel dat money comes in the 1st place

really quite sick n tired of her complaining how poor we are

while writing all these..i crying again..

i just feel dat y cant she understand wat i am going thru

i'm just a little gal who wish to have more concern, more advise

instead of listening to the past stories

i never had so much burden/stress on me before

am i suppose to carry all these on my shoulders at this age?

i really feel dat being a full time student is so fortunate!

but is too late for me~

心情不好!

2009-07-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

最近心情又不好了!
很容易发脾气，变得急躁
好烦! 好烦阿!!
尤其在星期三的夜晚，睡着前
我又悄悄的哭泣了。。
觉得自己须要负担的责任太多，太沉重了，让我无法喘气
一度觉得如果死了，就不必面对这一切
我可以这样的不负责任吗?
我真的很放不开。。
有些事是能笑一笑让它过去，但我始终无法打开心房 *叹!!*

在工作上虽然没什么，但每天被那讨人厌的经理给烦死了!
我以为自己很幸运得到一份好工作。。
没想到。。来了一位新经理。。让我非常头痛!
我真的很期望他哪一天会靠自己，不必麻烦我，让我过平静的日子
我根本不讨厌现在的工作
我只是讨厌他!
讨厌他对我的依赖，讨厌他的白痴程度，讨厌他的没用大脑，讨厌他的邋遢，等等。。
对! 我就是把他说成天下第一的大烂人!
我就是那么的讨厌那恶心的人!!
身为经理，被下属说成一文不值，如果让他看到，不知他懂不懂得羞耻
也许我说的这一些真的很过分，但我一点也不觉得愧疚
因为在我眼里，他就是一个这样的人。。。

回到家，以为可以放轻松，过一些宁静的时刻
谁知道。。我要面对一些令人烦躁的事情
妈妈的唠唠叨叨和老爸失业真让我头大

刚失业时，工作机会很多，但他却说要休息
那时的我没地位说什么，因为我也一事无成
在妈妈的唠叨下，GX的帮助下，得到了一份工作
在毕业前，以为可以存很多很多钱
出乎意料的。。我爸失业了
这让我想存钱的念头都破灭了
日子一天一天的过，一年过去了，爸始终还是不务正业
已经觉得自己赚的都不够花了，想买一样东西都得考虑很久

但他还是那样子
有时还因为这件事，吵得乱七八糟，有时爸妈还会不理会对方。。
放工回到家，还必须面对到这一切，我怎么能轻松下来呢??
好不容易展乐有工介绍，他却给我一种爱理不理的态度
我真的火大了! 脾气不好的我，当然对他大呼小叫，心里有千万个不爽
不明白为什么在找工的他那么轻松，而我却必须帮他问东问西，搞得是我要去应征似的
我快要发疯了!!

到最后，兜了一大圈，老爸还是选择帮亲人打工
既然有了决定，现在只好等消息，希望是成功的
这样在金钱方面的压力，负担会让我减少一些
对于展乐，对他感到抱歉，因为真的麻烦他很多很多，也很感谢他的帮忙
至少到现在，老爸找工的问题应该算是解决了吧。。

下班了，有时荣会来接我。。
有时可能工作的不愉快，会对他无理取闹
不爽的他，也会开始凶我
当两个不肯让步时，就会吵了起来，不理会对方
冷静过后，很多次都是他先让步，但不甘心被他凶的我，依然还是会不理他
虽然大多数都是我的错，但我觉得他应该体谅我，迁就着我
也许有时我真的做得太过分，惹火了他
我承认我的脾气真的很暴躁，很容易动怒
对他，我真的不会控制我的脾气
很感谢他对我的容忍
但每个人的忍耐是有限的
他爆发时，是我们感情上的一道裂缝
虽然每次的都很快和好，但吵架过程永远那么的受伤
小吵还可以接受，大吵就完了，我一句他一句。。never ending!
一直到我累了不想回复
很想放声大哭，但我告诉自己要勇敢，不能让眼泪掉下，都成功了
只有最近，我也提过，我哭了
哭不只是为了他，当然也有别的因素
快乐的日子，对我来说是幸福的
但不愉快的，是一种折磨，超痛苦，悲伤

这些零零碎碎，加起来，我要如何承受?
擅长逃避的我，觉得累了，厌倦所有的不愉快
有时会想离开这世间
多么愚蠢的想法，对吧
最近常在报章上，看到一些为了不愉快的事而跳楼自杀
心里会想: 为什么那么傻呢? 生命就这样结束了，真可惜。。
但自己也会有那自杀的念头
觉得跳下的那瞬间，能获得解脱，自由，不必再烦恼了
很可笑吧。。怎么会有量两种不同的想法呢?
也许有那么一天，当我无法再承受，我也会走上那条路吧

我希望现在所面对的不愉快，能一点一滴地慢慢消失我身边
好想回到过去，无忧无郁的日子，每天都嘻皮笑脸
现在的我，笑容好像渐渐从我脸上消失了
怎么办?? 也许该做些什么让自己情绪稳定下来吧

伟婷，加油!! *笑一笑*

weekend is here~

2009-06-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

finally!~
my weekend is here!!

no plans for weekend

but most probably will be staying at home ba

hahaha...

cuz i don like last min planning

work remains; as usual

mgr is killing me

a leopard will never change its spots

do i use it correctly?

anyway this week he did something dat really nearly anger me to death

but i totally forget about the incident

is good to forget

at least can reduce my hatred

but will nvr forgive

cuz almost everyday i sure will see him 不爽 over certain things

anyway i have been slacking every here n there

hohoho!!
don care~ i don wan work like bull!

tuesday is terrible day for me!

i almost exploded at work

quarrel with rong on the way home

and reach home le i still have to busy with my dad's interview the next day

he is the 1 going interview but

i am the doing checking this n dat, asking this n dat for him

wat shit! and he expect this n dat!

all these happenings really driving me crazy!

my temper is really very bad dat day!

and my mood really sink to the bottom

after adding on with me n rong de quarrel in msn
of cuz i cried

i really cant take it anymore lo

i just burst out in tears when i lay on bed
那些眼泪包含了我受的委屈，压力和不满。。
也许压抑自己真正的心情太久了
一次爆发出来也好，不然闷在心里真不好受

slacking~

2009-06-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

hm...no ideas of wat to post recently

but alot of things went thru my mind

esp the moment b4 i sleep

there's always flashback of the things i have done b4

i will update again when i have time ba

for now just a short summary for the week ba

slack at home on sat

is good to have a rest on weekends

hehe..

went to town with rong on sunday

cuz he wan to buy polo ralph laurens tshirt

rich sia him~

meet hong n zy oso lo

just to buy the shirts

go walk walk awhile den go off le lo

went to toa payoh to collect my ezlink card

finally i get it back!

hope such things will nvr happen again~

*pray hard*

while waiting for hong n zy to come

me n rong go walk walk around paragon 1st

and he saw some gals smoking

and he ask y gals wan to smoke? just spoil their image only

and i ask him back this question

and this smoking topic carry on

until i ask him don smoke or wat la

he say only clubbin n guard duty need a puff

and i rmbed recently he just went clubbin and his army event

so i ask..lidat dat day u got smoke la

and he tot i know..cuz his fren tagged in facebook already

argh~!!

i din go facebook! and i dunno anithing!

so angry n disappointed at the moment

cuz he kept me in the dark

i always hated him to smoke n go clubbin!

but i can nvr change him

the mood is like from high up in the sky drop to the bottom of the sea

try to oppose him watever he ask

show him the black face

but oso not to the extreme dat going to quarrel

cuz i don have the mood

suffering from slight appendix pain

anyway..he owe me bubble tea n chocolate!

hmph! hahaha..

work is slack~

i tends to eat snake

i don have mood to work!

cuz now is june holiday~

holiday mood leh!

and no point for me to rush thru my work

cuz once i finished i don have things to do until registration starts

this shows that i will busy till early aug

which is b4 national day

i have to endure thru the month of july!

no leave, no MC

Jia You!!!

tiring weekend~

2009-06-16T14:09:00.006+08:00

the past weekend is so tiring!

however is oso a fruitful one =)

i no longer rotting at home~

and tis oso shows

my pocket got a big big hole! gosh!

went home early on friday evening

cuz hong treat mac supper! or zy?

dunno la..haha.

i just noe i got free meal!

Thanks so much =)

and of cuz the cup!

i have all 6 already~

so no more mac meal recently ba..

sat afternoon went to westmall to change phone

finally i gotta my pixon (pink)

a tiring day...

cuz i am suppose to exchange phone with my fren

but singtel E71 not available!

den he tinking of wat to buy next lo

and i saw my prof there too..

so qiao sia!

ended he decided to buy omnia

the colour quite nice!

brown/gold colour
i will buy dat colour if pixon have it..

3/4 of energy gone after buying phone

went to eat at lot

and also buy a tweety Pajamas and a 10 bucks shirt

leg so sour after walking here n there

and felt extremely tired!

went to slp around 11 plus...

but ended i slpt near 1am

cuz i was talking on phone with hong near 1 hour lo!

i was actually slping already

but i just happen to hear phone rang

so i pick up lo

ended talk till very energetic no feel to slp

and my bro brought a camera from IT show

Canon Ixus 95 cost abt 399

my pocket another hole =..(

super big big hole~

sunday woke up early in the morning

went to kbox for klunch

me, rong, hong and ah kor

actually i wondering if now i still call zy ah kor

he will ans me anot

cuz last time very used to it le lo

sometimes will 不知不觉 de wan call out de.haha...

anyway, surprising hong is not late!

no feel to sing~

everyone looks so lethargic

and i did a very bad bad thing

someone sing out of tune i laugh till i cry

i just dunno y i find it so funny la

anyway pai seh ar!!

the chicken rice got put wine la

hahaha...

went MOF at lot1 after kbox

shuying join us oso

yummy yummy!

very long no eat le la! so so so nice!

霹靂MIT!!

2009-06-11T21:42:00.007+08:00

recently, i am crazy over a show!
dat is...霹靂MIT!!

i have managed to complete this show within a week

1 ep almost everyday after work

and chiong on friday nite and sat~

at 1st i show no interest to this drama

but after 1st ep

i cant stop!

i have the urge to continue watching

but i have to slp

MIT = Mysterious Incredible Terminator

Main Cast:

Aaron Yan as "007" Zhan Shi De 詹士德 (007)
Gui Gui as "Tian Mo Xing" Li Xiao Xing 李曉星 (天魔星)
Lu Ting Wei as "187" Qian Fu Hao 錢富豪 (187)
Huang Hong Sheng as "747" Huang Hui Hong 黃輝宏 (747)
Fan Weiqi as Tao Mei Ren 陶美人 (Cherry)

Gui Gui (天魔星) is my favourite!!

i really really like her alot!~ hahaha...

she is actually from 黑Girl (a group name)

and can see her in 我愛黑澀會

but now she decided to 单飞

i cant see her in anywhr already!!

unless she is invited to some variety shows or dramas

quite sad la actually

this is the 1st time i am crazy over a female idol ba

and she is 1 year younger than me!

her 古灵惊怪 thinking really makes her cute

looks like if i continue saying it will seems to be disgusting

ok i will stop~

anyway i simply just like her! hoho ^.^

abt 霹靂MIT

is a show about detective story

and of cuz

every idol drama will have love story in it!

and this is why i am always attracted to watch

actually the most interesting part is when they announce who is the 嫌疑犯

and how they solve the case...

anyway is just a nice show!

good good good~!!

i dunno how to describe cuz i am not good in words

just thumbs up!

hohoho

enjoy this video clip ba~

just love it! hahahaha...

i am crazy~!

fast week~

2009-06-11T20:37:00.002+08:00

tis week seems to pass fast!

so fast thursday le

and tml friday le

yeah yeah~

actually i tot tis month will b slack for me

but i seems to have a lot of things to do

except for monday

hahahaha

i have been chatting in msn all day~

and still, my mgr pissed me most of the times!

he don seems to be listening to instruction or advice

argh!

find it so hard to communicate with him

and he don seems to be using brain to work

help help help~!!!

this week a bit of hua chi!

i dreamt of Pi Li MIT cast

which include yan ya lun, gui gui, xiao gui etc

and dat was monday morning

tuesday morning i dreamt of a guy

he is the one who i crazy over in pri sch

hehehe...

wednesday too tired

no dream for me~

but not this morning dream...

it happened to be so bloody and scary!

don wish to recall wat happen

tml will be my last mac meal for the cup!

i have collected all 5 and tml will b the 6..

tink i will stop for awhile after tml

mayb i should change to subway

anyway it should be healthy ba

there's lots of vege leh

and also my ezlink card dat dropped into the coinbox is ready for collection!

but i have to travel all the way to toa payoh!

aiyoyoyo

so so so FAR!!!

wonder when i will go down and collect

so sian~

really hope sat come fast fast fast!!
i wan to get my pixon!
i wan my phone~!!
ASAP!!

changes in me!

2009-06-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

remembered in the previous post I said I changed a lot?
I guess I really did

In terms of mindset:

(1)
In the past, I told my mum money earned is used for spending

There’s no need to save

Now, every single cent I have to calculate properly b4 I spent

And now I am earning much more than previous

Maybe in the past money comes easily ba

Dunno how to cherish

Sometimes my aunts will give me extra allowance oso

Dunno wat the reasons are, I always have money to spend

Now I understand that money don’t come so easily

Is my hard-earned money!

To buy a new phone, I have waited for months for singtel to have promotion or drop of phone price

alot of times i have to tink serveral times before i spend

in the past, a day can spend so much!

and is just on neoprints!

aiyoyoyo~~

tink of the past

my spending is really scary!

(2)

now no one bothers about me

bothers about if i am staying at home or go out shopping etc

but of cuz not overnite

in the past

i find it so hard to step out of hse door

my mum stop me everytime!

unless i am going to sch

but now i have the freedom

i choose to stay at home

to me staying at home now is the most enjoyable thing

hahaha...

although i still have some interest in sports

but i nvr wanted to take a step to go into it

i miss the days at netball court

i miss the days at basketball court

i miss the days whr sweat just keep flowing nonstop

the feelings are just so shiok!

and the tan tan me!

i wan to bcome darker!

but still i din take a step fwd

i am just so so lazy now!

or is it bcuz no frens playing anymore?

i dunno~

watever changes in me

there's few thing dat wont change

(1)

dat is i very 花痴!!

see 帅哥 is my hobby!

will excited and face will turn red!

hahahaha!!

don need to complain to rong

cuz i ask him to see too~

hohoho...

(2)

cry easily...

happy, sad, angry, stress, etc..

my tears are free of charge

(3)

enjoy watching idol drama!

romantic love story

handsome hunks

pretty babes

nice!!!

anyway i really hope i can change myself

find back my outgoing character

i should noe how to enjoy my life now!

but everytime always say nia

ended no action de!

aiyo! how how how??

dramatic~

2009-06-06T15:42:00.004+08:00

oh no~
i am really suay on friday!

if i left office earlier i would catch 183 bus at 540pm

but i missed by a min only

ended i wait for next bus till 550pm

the bus was quite cramp

so i was standing at the door steps

as next stop there is ppl boarding

i got to move up

wat happen next is

when the bus was reaching the bus stop i wanted to alight

i took out my ezlink

the bus jerk suddenly

and my hand slipped
my ezlink dropped into the coin box!

gosh!

i was stun la!

and i heard ppl laughing

so bad!
i totally cannot imagine this happening

at the moment i really dunno wat i can do

i try to reach for my ezlink card

but my fingers not long enough

i alight the bus

take down the bus number

and i felt so frastruated!

angry till i drop tears

cuz is reaching stop already!

argh!! just a min or so can alight already lo

just wonder y am i so SUAY!

took mrt to jurong east interchange to tell the uncle wat happen

he is kind enough to help me

at 1st i was really angry with the bus driver!

cuz when i ask him how can i take out

he tell me there's no solution

i just felt dat he don care abt me!

but when the bus back to interchange

i realise he did help me notice abt my ezlink no.

misunderstood him le...

but too bad my card is in the coinbox already

they have to help me made report

so i have to wait for phone call now lo

hais!~

wat a day...

just felt so dramatic la

and the uncle told me this is the 1st case

y such suay n dramatic de thing happen to me?

but not those romantic la, happy la..

i tink i watched too much show!

haha

1st June

2009-06-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

june is here~

time really past fast fast fast!!

so fast middle of the year le

so fast i have been working for half a year le!

today i was busy the whole day

actually cant say busy oso la

just doing my own things at own time own target

time just past fast!

waiting for bus 96 is terrible

ended change to bus 183

smooth journey

meet hong at JE

go lot 1 Cotton On

saw jiajia! so qiao sia!

yday b4 i fall aslp

i dunno y my 运动细胞 suddenly so active

in my mind all abt playing of bball
回想起当年在篮球场上
虽然不是很厉害，但那冲劲，爽!!
好怀念啊! 不知能不能回到过去

anyway i talked to my mum yday

our conversation let me feel dat

my tinking change a lot!

really 180 degree changed

shall update this another day

gotta go slp le!

good night every1!

hmm...wat to do this weekend?

2009-05-30T10:01:00.004+08:00

is weekend again!

but i have no idea wat to do this weekend

feel like going out but dunno whr to go

maybe i should spring clean my room?

is not a bad idea hor?

depends on my mood later ba!

HAHAHA..

GSS is here!

when singtel having promotion?

my pixon...

waited for so long le

or should i just change my line to m1?

so troubled!

play mj again yday

manage to win back some money

but mostly is mama help de lo

and we almost quarrel again cuz of the tiles

but lucky dint

i did control my temper.haha..

rmb i said i took MC on thurs cuz of gastric pain?

when i get back to work on friday

my mgr told me so much things dat happened the day b4

i must say that i am lucky

能够逃过这灾难

phew~

and i told rong it seems to be fated to b this way

cuz my gastric suddenly pain till i really cant tahan

seems to be ridiculous lo

cuz i ate every meal on wednesday

也许一切都是天注定的吧

acc to my mgr the prof is very very angry abt this matter

but this time i have to say something fair

really not my mgr fault this time

i should say that working society is really dark n evil

every1 is pushing the ball around

playing "taiji" everywhr

sometimes i just feel dat should i 承受 all these at this age?

others are happily studying, enjoying their life

yet i have to see all those stupid, ugly, evil side of the world

i really felt that all those things happening is not necessary

is just that the big shots wan to take action only anot

but they dint!

they push the responsibility here n there

wat abt us? the small fry?

we will only tio wack when we did something wrong

or something that provoke them

but we dont wish to!

cuz we don have the right, the position to make any decisions!

if i were to choose again

i really gonna study hard thru my sec sch life

sort of regret not study hard

if not, now i will b stilll enjoying sch life

instead of seeing 丑陋的世界, 污染了我的人生
我讨厌现在所拥有的!

我想逃跑，躲避，不想面对所有的一切一切!
有能力赚钱了没什么了不起!! 因为我根本不快乐。。

好怀念以前的我。。也许再也找不会了

resting week~

2009-05-28T18:12:00.003+08:00

finally here to update~

i din plan to have any MC tis month anymore!!

but this morning wake up with super serious gastric

i dunno y suddenly lidat

mayb eat too little yday already

no choice but to take MC

argh!! unexpected 1..

i cant geng anymore MC in the next 2 months

weiting must endure!!

unless i am really sick like today

hais~

work nth much la..

cuz this week i only work 3 days

including tml

but i will confirm go work tml!!

is a must...

hope my gastric is fine by tonite

hope tml work will be fine

no problem, no troubles

same old problem with the mgr

again his things always misplaced!

wonder when he will be organised

*headache*

tuesday was on off-in-lieu

decided to take this leave

cuz monday i was really tired!

from morning till evening

i dunno yawn how many times

and i yawn till tears can flow out

and my headache comes oso

but still i din rest well

went to watch Muay Thai Dunk Fireball

nice nice!!

the fighting so cool!

and got shuai ge leh!

but he is the 1st to die

so sad la!

sunday is a terrible day

lost mj till 脱裤子

at 1st the luck is not bad de lo!

until xi feng

i started to lose lose lose

fang pao for 4 5 tais

gosh!

but nvm la!

my fighting spirits are warming up!

gonna kill all in the next game!

hahahaha!!

may is ending soon...

let me set a target for myself for next half of the year ba

1) no more MC for the next 2 months - june n july

2) start up the online blogshop

3) get a new phone!!

4)strike 4d or toto if possible! hoho

just lidat ba..currently for now.haha

i hate my mgr!!!

2009-05-23T10:40:00.004+08:00

finally weekend is here again!

suppose to update yday

but too tired already

this post wont be pleasant

cuz i'm going to do alot of scoldings

我要把所有的怨气都发泄出来!!

i have been boiling the whole day yday

early in the morning

he (my mgr) totally pissed me off

there's a graduation requirement for every cohort

everything is stated nicely in the website

our own dept website!

instead of finding the information in the web

he approached me for the ans

HELLO!?

you have a computer

y cant u search urself?

do u noe dat everytime u ask me things u are interrupting me doing my work?

is not dat i am not willing to help

answers are straightforward!

lidat u oso wan ask?

if don wan go net search

we have the handbook rite?

i am really angry angry!!

such simple things oso wan ask me

i cant rmb every requirements students required

i still have to go to the internet or handbook

i am not a walking information counter to you!

mind you!~

next is the exam rpt...

just inserting of figures can take him for so long!!

maybe is his 1st time

so...forget it

wat i cant stand him is

he keep having the wrong figures!

example would be:

total there are 60 students

ended the table below when distributed them into honours class

the total number of students can turn out to 62

such impt documents

he can make mistakes

everytime ask him check he said he did

ended there are always mistakes!

the prof check the documents

the mistakes are everywhr!

from year 1 to year 4

i must say that we are lucky that prof din explode

i just feel dat working with him

my rice bowl are in danger

sometimes information past to him

he will say okok

but ended it is not reflected!

or he change a portion another is still wrong!

and of cuz i am stupid to trust him

maybe i should check b4 submitting

but if i am to do this

why do this dept need him as a mgr? for show? to waste money?

after mistakes found by the prof

he explained to us what r the mistakes

and again the mgr ok ok orh orh

GUESS WAT?

the documents he sent me, the figures are WRONG again!

he totally din understand what the prof said

if he cant understand why did he nod his head?

he is just acting smart..trying to be smart alec!

no choice..i have to explain to him again

once again he nodded his head and said he understood

so this is the 2nd time he get the picture of the whole thing

after some time i dunno why he itchy hand

he changed the figures to the wrong ones again!

does he really really understand wat is going on?

he doesnt know!

if not why he keep making the same mistakes?!!??!!

i explained to him AGAIN!

after explaining 1 from prof, 2 from me

he understand already?

i don give a damn!

wat i need to do is the rpt sent out has the correct figures

dont think this is the end

no! there are still more cases...

b4 i print and consolidate the rpt for the last time

i asked him to check with other dept colleague wat r the documents to be inserted

he said just lidat is ok...

when everything is done and can be sent out

he den give a call and check!

wat fuck!

when i get to know the change

i give him the fed up face

things can be done earlier he choose to do it later!
of cuz..he don do the consolidating
he doesnt know how troublesome it is!
141 pages of report
i have to go into system, dl the files, save into pdf parts by parts, consolidate them into a pdf, ensure that information are in correct sequence, print out a set after all in order, photocopy another 5 sets, punch holes, file them in...
i did the rpts all on my own!
yet just inserting of figures he said he do till wan faint already

wat shit!?!?

and i tink he is suffering from senile

1st he ask me the changes don have to include in rpt

just make some figures changes

no extra pages to b included

after sending him the complete set

he questioned me why the changes are not included

stupid him!

i argued back

i raise my voice

i am really angry!!

from morning till afternoon

the anger i had in me

from a low blood and shoot up to almost blood vessels explode!

i am not exaggerating

i really dunno wat is his quality to sit dat place
i really tink he don deserve that!

i really feel like quitting

i don wan to work with him

he will make me crazy 1 day

who can help me?

who can advise me wat to do?

who can save me from dat lousy old man?

i feel like escaping from that office

i feel so helpless!

a habit

2009-05-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

blogging seems to b a habit to me already

i must jian chi dao di

a post b4 i slp

not a bad idea ;)

this morning journey was scary la

cuz my stomach not feeling good

i give out a smelly fart at the bus stop

and the bus came a few mins later

i was so scare i pang sai on bus

lucky...i din't!

manage to reach work safely

phew~

busy busy working

i try to rush as fast as i can

cuz i don wan to do any OT for the report anymore!

and i manange to finish it

GREAT!

and time past fast...

although the road is smooth

but i waited for the bus for so long~

the 183 freq is diff from yday

YAWNS!!!

and i just squeeze up despite is already full

lucky a guy is very good

he keep move up to let me move in a little

this is the 2nd time the bus door giap me

but don care la!

i just wan to reach home fast n early

lousy manager!

2009-05-20T21:26:00.004+08:00

again i reach home late today

the road is still jamming!

why why why?

is really sudden!

it has been so smooth for the past weeks

my exercise coming~

if tml still this way i gonna walk out

i don like to stuck in the jam!

i just hate the feeling

i rather walk!

today i waited for bus 183 at another bus stop

great!

i manage to board the bus at 6:17pm

but still..cuz of jam

so sian la!

today something pissed me off

is again bcuz of the mgr

he is printing some documents

i told him nicely that not all need to be printed

he told me he follow past files

yes! he followed!

but is 2 semester before

when i ask him to look thru just 1 semester before

he told me the file inside don have such documents

so i flip thru in front of him

ended there is!

so..wat he do next is...

thanks ar thanks weiting

i really dunno wat he is tinking

does he tink i wan to harm him?

cuz i did the printing last semester and my memory still there

wanted to save the papers and "guide" him the correct way of doing

ended wat i get in return is he don trust me!

and also, the input of figures he did

really terrible!

mistakes here n there!

gosh!

wonder wat he doing sia...

tml gonna be a busy day for me

have to consolidate all the reports

good luck to me ba!

and i just pray dat my mgr don give me anymore troubles

and after 1.5 days of cold war

me and rong finally talk

sometimes just dunno y will lidat la

but i really so bu shuang he put me aeroplane!

hmph!

1 more time he will be dead...

HAHA

bus 96!

2009-05-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

nowadays keep reach home later!

bcuz of the bus 96!

bcuz of sch holiday now

the bus oso holiday

normally there's bus 96B

but i tink bcuz of holiday the stop dat bus service

ended 10 mins 1 bus

and all full!

until 630

i left office at 6pm

walk to bus stop around 5-10 mins

imagine how long i waited for the bus?

sometimes i cant understand

sch holiday means no one in sch?

those working adults?

argh!

everyday wait for bus still so pek cek!

tml gonna try waiting for 183 at another bus stop

pray hard for me ba!

dunno wat happen to all bus frequency

zzz ZZZ

monday blues~

2009-05-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

dunno y my monday is always so not right!

i hope next monday will be a good 1

*pray hard*

today my stomach play on me again

but lucky i'm not late for work

my morning is so boring!

no one acc me to talk in msn

pls talk to me!~

hahaha...

rong get back go back early today

i asked him to acc me home

he was reluctant

so i din force him

but ended he told me he will b coming

at the very last min he put me aeroplane!

pissed off!

bcuz he went pool with qing

and cant finish on time?

i just felt..make me a fool?

and since he has made the decision of ps me

he should noe that i will be pissed

so wat for keep asking for my forgiveness?

i see no point...

make me feel that he's a hypocrite

i really angry and disappointed till i don feel like talking to him at all

singaporeans

2009-05-17T20:37:00.003+08:00

are you proud to become a singaporean?

i have seen more n more ugly side of singaporeans

one recent case is last friday

i acc rong to MOS burger at lot1 for dinner

and a maid sitting next to us pour away the water

about half water bottle of water?

and her mdm know about it

no action taken

when we abt to finish our dinner

a gal walk past and almost slipped bcuz of the pool of water

and the water just splash up to me n rong

the gal was shock of cuz

she wasnt aware there was a pool of water on the floor

of cuz she apologised

but we know is not her fault

the 1 who should apologised is the aunty lo!

and i say loudly on purpose to rong abt the aunty bad thing

and i can sense that the aunty stare at me

but who cares!

do i have fault too?

cuz i noe that the maid spill water

but i din take any action too

am i in the wrong oso?

an unhappy, busy and tiring working week!

2009-05-16T10:06:00.006+08:00

today is the 16th!

happy 53rd month anniversary to me n darling

and also

happy 21st birthday to Jeffrey!

been thru a very busy n tiring working week!

is really a correct thing that i took MC on monday

resume to work on Tue

i have been rushing the mark sheet for my mgr

yet he keep disturb me in between

cant he let me finish it peacefully

little things he oso have to say a bit here n there

i am not free to listen to his nonsense!

i felt so pissed!

pissed is bcuz he is the 1 rushing me and at the same time delaying my work by telling me things that are not so important...

cant he differentiate wat is the priority at the moment?

just 1 day, the energy that i stored on monday all gone on tuesday!

wednesday don think i can slack already..

i am still busy buSY BUSY!

thursday worst!

the 1st OT till near 8pm den go home

bcuz of printing examination report for the meeting on friday

i'm really boiling on that day

there are changes here n there

i'm busy preparing the report

the master copy already take me the whole morning

and i went for late lunch!

when i am already very hungry!

and i feel my head spinning

when i tot i can start photocopying the rest of 8 copies

the changes come in

GOSH!

sometimes i really dunno all men are in this way or wat

when they see some1 busy

they wont offer help instead they will stand there n see!

WTF! yes! i am talking abt my mgr!

i am busy taking out the past documets, punching holes, filing new documents

he can just stand there and watch!

and only when i ask him to help den he start

HELLO!!! am i the mgr or he is??

i have enough of him!

is not that he is inexperience lo

i dunno wat/how to say...

full of anger in me!

and when we are abt to finish i just started packing

he off light and lock his office door already

i was like...SHOCK?!

when i was doing all filing

he still have the time to pack up and switch off com all these?

i really dunno wat to say..

i must say he become a mgr here he really dunno did wat good deeds in his past few lifes...and to me i must be owe him something in my past and now i am returning him!

friday morning i have been rushing again

from the moment i stepped into the office at 815 till 9

when the prof is telling me wat he wan

my mgr again can stand n listen

i can say is really none of his business!

cuz he oso din help me in the end

until i open my mouth again

he doesnt know how to distribute he workload

and when i am trying to save the pdf from the system

i need his help for helping me to find the settings for page setup

he told me he know about it when i am explaining to him how to save

he say yaya i noe i noe

so i ask him for help to look for the settings

cuz he has read thru the details and have both email and hardcopy

ended he tell me he dunno wat i am saying abt

and he still say he read thru b4!

he just showed it to me once and i know there's such details

and i ask him to look for the email or hardcopy he printed out

he did not get back to me!

not even telling me he cant find it...

such irresponsible person!

ended i have to scan thru my email

in such a short time

i have to dl the files, collate them into 1 pdf, look for ans i wan

wat he do? how i noe wtf he is doing?

like wat guoxiang said

work with him my lifespan really will shorten

one reason is bcuz of the anger i have

another is cuz the things i said abt him maybe god wan punish me and deduct my lifespan

if 1 day i really gonna leave this dept

most of the reason sure bcuz of the unhappiness caused working with him

to me, he is only some1 who help me cover all those communication with profs, standard emails

truely speaking i am just making use of him

and yday i finally understand the reason i don like him

he always like to push things to me when he is handling some matters

like example he is dealing with student, he checked the details and when something is wrong, he asked me to email/call the student instead of him emailing/calling himself!

since he is handling why not he do himself?

y need a 2nd person to carry on the job?

y so troublesome?

just find it so stupid!

really stupid!!

and i really quite sad to say that when my colleague ordering lunch for the profs for meeting

there is no share for the dept staffs

just 7 more shares

such a dept cant afford?

is not that i wanted free lunch

just quite pathetic la

i really hate myself in working society

i just feel that i am a different person

i have to smile and talk nicely when i am already pissed off

is like wearing a mask to work!

i cant be myself

i cant find any happiness in work

again is bcuz of money!

only money gives me the motivation to work

I HATE WORKING LIFE!!

a tiring day~

2009-05-11T17:51:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday JiaJia!
生日快乐!

on MC today

cuz i am extremely tired!

woke up with headache and decided to stay at home rest

as i mentioned earlier

yday is my cousin's (ah zhong) wedding

i was asked to help with the recept

so around 3pm i set off with ah ni jiejie to meet 姑妈 n ling ling

i tot we will be heading towards hotel

but no..they go my 表嫂 hse do make up and style their hair

as the hotel is near little india

when we drive past the road is full of blacks

not that i racist but to me is really scary!

as this is my 1st time helping

i feel so headache

cuz quite messy...

anyway is fun helping la

the food is great! yummy~

reach home around 11 plus..

no photos to share cuz don have the tradition

next time ba~

waiting for frens~~ haha..

this is the very 1st time i am so involved in a wedding dinner

unlike the past i just go, sit down n eat!

haha..

share something interesting

the day before the wedding dinner

my mum asked if i have clothings

and i ans her just anyhow wear lo

and next she ask me if i still have my contact lens

omg~!! she is too over!

she ask me not to throw her face.haha...

maybe this is the 1st time helping and oso some family prob ba

anyway her action really makes me feel so funny

hehe...

mayb bcuz is her 1st time so care abt how i wear ba

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T11:07:00.003+08:00

Weiting is back blogging!!

today is the 2nd week of MAY...

wish all mothers a very happy Mother's day! 辛苦了!!

i am not used to saying those 甜言蜜语 to my family

to frens or even rong, is the same..

is thru msn, sms or even letters(sec sch times)..

i just cant express myself and do not know how

i can only show my love, care n concern thru written words...

besides mother's day..

today is also a very special occasion!

CONGRATS to my cousin!

is his wedding today!

din attend the tea ceremony..

cuz i need to slp~ haha..

tonite will be going to help my cousin with reception

my 1st time helping!

sort of nervous...

cuz wedding to me is always go eat and full stop!

now i have to help! quite cool leh!

hope will b a good one!

here to wish them
白头谐老，恩恩爱爱，甜甜密密!!

faster have babies too! hehes..

work work work...

currently very busy with exams..

this coming week will b busy preparing exam rpt..

i can only relax last week of may!

hope i can endure thru! jia you!!

still..i am not happy with the way my mgr do things..

i don like him!

very straight-fwd rite? but i don care..

as for my colleagues..

something annoyed me last week!

i'm not sure if they are saying something behind my back

but their behavior their irritate me!

anyway how long i gonna stay there is still a qn to me

i just don feel good in this dept

i don have a sense a belonging there

i cant commit myself into this dept oso

cuz i don feel there's a need

but i have already get used to the things i'm doing

and i hate to adapt to new enviroment

how good if my ex-manger still around

i feel safe with her around

now the mgr himself oso 自身难保

just take 1 step see 1 step ba!

i believe every working place have its problem...

i hate to grow up; i hate working society!

纯真的世界不可能再出现了。。

have been playing mj every now n then

haha..but i hope i am not addicted..

last week when my bro show me his photo to malaysia when he go trekking

i just feel how dull is my life now!

i envy his life

but if really ask me go i wont

cuz i dunno how to survive in forest/jungle??

those places with full of insects

i can't!! so scary!

how to brighten up my life??

i have to overcome my phobia 1st...

this is the thing i really have to overcome and fight with it!

i gotta 振作!!

22nd Feb, Sunday

2009-02-22T12:15:00.006+08:00

really long din blog lo..

let me update those impt events ba

31st Jan

my 二姑's family and 小姑's family come to my hse to celebrate CNY

had steamboat for dinner

and my dad own make yusheng!

yummy yummy!!

every1 enjoyed dat!

yes! it's really delicious!

*thumbs up*

had a mini mahjong session with my aunt and uncle

play awhile den i let my mum play

cuz i very tired le

everything ended around 2am
nice family gathering =)

7th Feb

Happy birthday to PAPA!

already updated on dat

haha

13th Feb!!

friday the 13th

everything was peaceful dat day until i met rong

had a fierce quarrel

just b4 valentine's day

cool rite?
haha

14th Feb

Happy Valentine's Day!

woke up with serious headache

our quarrel continues!

but we still met up at lot1 for dinner

finally the war ended

we are happily merrily tgt again

hope this last..

hahaha..

15th Feb

continuation of our vday and pre-cele of anni

had our lunch at paragon

dat jap restaurant i once work 1 day only

hahaha..

go walk walk around after lunch

take neoprint! hehe..

bought couple watch at cck

expensive la! no money le

bcuz no stock for female de so nid wait for 1 week

which is today..

we can collect le..

2nd Feb

my new mgr came

a man

felt so strange

sometimes i felt pissed working with him

i complained almost everyday

i hope things will get better as day past

pray hard for me ba!

anyway nowadays the sales assistant's service SUCKS!

they are just so rude to customers

they seems to be so pissed la

oso dunno who offended them

and they talk to their customers lidat

buy things from them oso sian!

1st was the watch shop

2nd was from BHG

their attitude just let ppl puke!

Happy Birthday, Hong

2009-02-21T11:46:00.004+08:00

happy birthday hong hong!!

1 year older le..

had a mini celebration with her yday

tgt with me, rong, shuying and zhan yue

actually wanna wait till 12am de
but i very tired and rong sick

so we shift forward the celebration

celebrate at zy's hse there de void deck lo

wish her all the best watever she do!

jiayou!! =)

cny ending~!

2009-02-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

just finished watching 舞林大道

and of cuz!

黑角 is the champion!

their performances are really cool la!

thumbs up!

feel like learning how to dance

but i tink i sure zzz de...

hands like legs..legs dunno like wat..

wahaha!

today go 拜太岁 at teck whye temple

oso not sure if the steps to pray is correct anot

just hope everything for me goes smooth for me

一切顺顺利利

7th Feb!

Happy Birthday Papa!!

have a mini celebration for him

bought pizza for dinner

and a mango cake..

after dinner and cutting cake,

meet rong for movie at lot1

underworld: rise of the lycans

not bad la

but in the beginning i was giddy giddy de!

cuz...

i drank red wine b4 i went out

really feel uncomfortable

and feel like slping

mayb i should get to watch the rest of underworld as well

so that i can understand the movie

and the vampire is so scary la!

the face super white, old old..blue coloured eyes

eyer! i don dare to see la

anyway overall is not bad la..

PIZZA!!

Birthday Cake

papa n mama

Family!

update the rest tml or other day ba

cuz is time to slp~~

monday blues~~

大年初二

2009-01-27T09:12:00.005+08:00

今天是大年初二了
时间过的真快!!
明天初三就要开工了。。
真不想上班。。
希望在公司可以收到很多红包! 哈哈。。
希望梦想成真! =P

好累。。好累啊!!
原本想睡迟一些些
但这里的舞狮鼓声把我吵醒了

昨天初一到了小姨家拜年
跟平常一样:
吃吃喝喝，聊聊天，赌博。。

Grandma and US

2nd Pic of USmy shareholders

Formal

zx, lf, me, jh, jy, ws, jm
twist!!

除夕 Part II

2009-01-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

my 2nd post of the day!

less than an hour to CNY!!

let's welcome the moo moo..

Happy 牛 Year!!

Just wanna wish everyone:

新年快乐，恭喜发财，

身体健康，心想事成，

一帆风顺，步步高升，

好运旺旺来!!!!! ت

发! 发! 发啊!!!

除夕 Part I

2009-01-25T17:09:00.002+08:00

is chinese new year eve!!

looking foward to this day very long already

cuz is holiday!!

haha..quite realistic rite?

but i don care~!

working life is just simply boring!

18/1/09

meet up for reunion dinner

grandma treat!

everyone attend except my dad..

but new member came!

haha..dat's rong!

his 1st time joining us for reunion dinner

finally he is recognised

wat's funny is..

my uncle tot he is my cousin or wat lo

cuz we long long den meet once mar

hahaha..

before that we bugis

bought a tweety belt!

cool man..

love dat so so much~~!!

rong bought an everlast tshirt

went bugis street to buy 1 more shirt

work is alright

time past quite fast leh

maybe bcuz got things to look 4ward to

ahahaha..

went back to office on sat to do spring cleaning

so scary la

cuz alone and is so so quiet!

now my desk is VERY clean!

shifted my printer

hope the new style will be user friendly to me

if not i have to shift again

me and rong de r/s on and off de!

haha..

y i lidat say leh

sometimes can be super sweet sometimes can quarrel till ...

haha

i guess is out temper ba

let's jia you towards controlling our temper ba! =)

rite? fat piggy rong! wahaha

have been spring cleaning for these 2 days

i'm so so tired!

tis year i am esp tired

i kip yawn when i helping to clean here n there

hahaha...

let me end here..

tonite den continue ba~

3rd Week of Jan (12th - 17th)

2009-01-18T11:00:00.002+08:00

this is the 3rd week already!

but i still have not fulfill the fornightly exercise thing!

haiyo! i'm so lazy!

although i wake up very early on weekends

but i rather stay at home watch videos

than going for a short run

y am i so so lazy??

work is alright for me

nth special la

things are goin alrite..

i'm finding 1 day to do spring cleaning in office!

but i dunno when i can make it..

16th Jan

1st month anniversary of the year of 09

however it wasnt a pleasant one

my fault la..haha

and i totally forget is 16th!!

was shock when rong told me..

i guess i'm too tired becuz of work le

happy49th month anniversary darling!!

i will really control control my temper la

sorry!~ hehes..

sat meet rong early in the morning

cuz i wanna go posb change bank book

and of cuz change notes for mama

guess wat??

mountain ppl mountain sea...

the q is very long la

den we decided to go back later in the afternoon

finally the q shorten by alot..

waited for 20 mins

went to plaza den go lot 1 watch

red cliff 2!

nice nice!~

Happy birthday to Kinkit and Rong Rong =)

CNY is coming~!

hope is a good one..

quite lookin fward!

GO!!

2nd week of Jan..

2009-01-12T20:45:00.002+08:00

2nd week of jan is

so STRESS!!

because of the module registration starts..

students' queries...

oh man!

i can't handle!

i can't take it!

tis is my 1st time handling

and i got so many

DUNNO!!

plus my 'da yi ma' comes to wrong time

make me so pek cek!

so frastrated!

mon n tues abt to go mad

wed stomach really cmi

take MC..

my 1st MC of the year

MC is my excuse to skip my work...

thurs went back work

i broke down!

i went to the toilet and cry!

gosh..

the tears just cant be control la

but after crying i felt much better

i manage to survive thru the day

and finally fri comes~

time past fast!

meet darling after work

go IMM for walk walk...

home sweet home!

sat slack at home the whole day

sun went my cousin hse

cuz the twins are 1 month old!

1st weekend of 2009~

2009-01-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

tis is my 1st weekend of 09!

what i did was rotting at home

rong went to play bball with his tekong friends

so today i watched

百万大歌星, 我愛黑澀會 and 模范棒棒堂

the 1st variety show is hong introduced de

is just like sg chn 5 don 4get the lyrics

of cuz i love taiwan version more la

cuz is chinese, hokkien songs mar

hahaha...

did a little spring cleaning too

yday (2nd Jan) is my 1st working day of 09!

is a tiring day~

my supervisor has posted out to another dept

new supervisor will come in around mid jan or early feb

i'm all alone!

is so hard to handle students' queries!

all i can do is ask them email in

and i collate their queries and email to my supervisor

i'm so scare i give them the wrong information!

make them study the wrong thing etc la

i'm still learning

all i can is try my best to ans those qn i have confidence

feel so bad when i tell students i'm not very sure when they stepped into the office

cuz they came in personally and is their vacation period

so SORRY!!

all i hope is everything will turn better as days past

and i hope my new supervisor come in asap to share my workload!

hohoho..

JIA YOU!!

this jan de weekend will be quite busy

have to plan nicely

11jan-going cousin hse to celebrate my nephews 满月

y nephews leh? cuz is twins!

18jan-going jurong east there to eat 团圆饭

i left 3 sat to do spring cleaning and more shopping!

10th, 17th and 24th

but 24th near cny le leh

lazy make myself till so tired!

how should i plan my time?

tml sunday le!

weekend just past so fast...

summarise of dec08

2009-01-01T01:42:00.004+08:00

hm..now i have nth to do

sort of boring~

din go out for countdown

not interested in squeezing in the crowd!

so...

i have decided to blog abt dec08!

this will be the very last post for 08 events

officially started a full time job

mentioned alot of times le

haha!!! so fan rite?

sick for around 2 weeks plus

hope 2009 i wont fall sick so easily!

meet up with eve n gx n rong for dinner

purpose is to pass them xmas card

cuz i dunno their address.haha

went shopping on the 20th and 27th!

orchard and bugis

bought 1 tweety bird dress for mei mei

bought a kappa cap for rong and sandals too

bought 2 bottom, 4 tops, 1 tights, 2 spags, 1 sandals, 2 pairs of shoe for myself..

now only short of contact lens, wish to buy tweety bird belt and a wallet

feel like going bugis street again!

(wait my mood comes)

i tink my shopping spree end here~

short celebration for me n rong's

4th year anniversary

cuz i am not feeling well

took half day leave

saw chen hongyu and ruien filming show outside faculty of engineering

shuai ge and pretty babe!

went jurong point to have fish & chips

went home after a short walk

working life is on off to me

sometimes i enjoyed, sometimes i felt disgusted!

dunno wat's the cause

i hope i can adapt to this working society ASAP

wish me all the best ba...

new year eve meet hong, zy and darling for lunch

at long john sliver lot1

so long no eat le lo! yummy!!

so sry hong!

din join u go bugis...

went home after lunch den bring mei mei out to shop awhile

tis month my temper really really bad!

little things can quarrel with rong

i duno is it bcuz of my work i have to "ren" watever is unpleasant to me.cuz i cant throw temper at work.so once rong do something dat irritates me he will kena my bomb! haha.

so sorry!!

really really have to control my temper

dat's all for my Dec 08!

happy 2009~!!

2009-01-01T00:36:00.004+08:00

Happy 2009!!

a brand new start..

Wish everyone with good health! good fortune! good luck!

forget all the unhappiness in 08

and start anew!

blogskin changed!

to welcome 2009!!

nice rite?

choose tis blogskin bcuz is colourful

this is because..

我希望在09 年的生活中是多姿多彩的!

my new year resolutions!

wow..come to tis quite alot leh!

control my temper
exercise!! at least once every fornightly?
step out of house every fornightly too on weekends
build up my confidence!
manage my workload well
save $3000 in bank b4 2010 comes!
get a car license
go on an overseas trip

tink that's all 1st ba..

hope i can really 说到做到!

jia you jia you!!

只要有恒心，我相信我一定可以!

summarise of 2008!

2008-12-31T23:08:00.007+08:00

today is the last day of 2008!

here i am to summarise..

left 50 mins for me to update

so i must keep it short and sweet!

hehes ;)

tink i just update major events ba!

I have graduated from NP!

a diploma holder

Electrical and Computing Engineering-Microelectronics option

the 1st time darling not by my side for 3 weeks!

bcuz he is enlisted to tekong

missed him so much!

the very 1st time darling is not around with me on my bday! feeling so down for dat few days...

stepped into working society
on 1st Dec 08!
my 1st full time job!

looks like not much major events happened to me in year 08..

small small de jiu have quite alot

one and only chalet at bb cdans
father side bbq at paris ris
working at SPH for part time
failed to enter university
attend my 1st(fren) 21st bday party-eve jiejie
started to fall in love with 模范棒棒堂 and 我爱黑涩会

oh man! i cant rmb much! think just dat's all ba!

3 more days to 2009!!

2008-12-28T11:59:00.002+08:00

2009 is coming~!

will update wat i have done in 2008

on wed 31st dec

bcuz i don have to work on dat day!

COOL!! is University Holiday!!

don intend to go anywhr on new year eve

seems so sian~

tink will be stayin at home to watch the countdown party

tis year christmas is oso simple for me!

christmas eve work half day

meet rong for movie at lot1

gonna rush! cuz my sv again drag my time

zzz...zzz...

watched IP man!

NICE NICE!!

their talking was cute too..

and of cuz! the fighting! i wan to learn

HOHO...

bought back big feast for family

sushi party tray, pastamania pizza, kfc family feast!

YUMMY!!

christmas just go lot1 walk walk with rong only lo

and of cuz!

my cough are much much better!

finally after weeks..

feel so shiok! cuz manage to eat nice food~!

still coughing...

2008-12-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

haiyo..my cough still haven okie!!

y so long? abt to cough till like old ah ma lidat le..

dunno is it bcuz of sickness or working

my dec mood is totally not there!

normally around tis time...

i will be very enthu to plan

anniversary, christmas eve, new year eve!

but tis year...

everything seems so dull!!!

i have no feel to squeeze in the crowd

for countdown or celebration..

i just wish to rest at home

omg!!

i have become so 宅..

now rong super hate me!

cuz even weekend i oso don feel like going out

anyway i have been coughing like mad!

who can save me..??

morning n afternoon seems alrite..

but it bcome very serious when i fall aslp

ended always wake up around 2plus am

and have to try ways to make myself fall aslp n stop coughing

argh!! i'm so tired..

cough cough pls go away and never come back!!

i'm SICK!!

2008-12-11T09:47:00.002+08:00

i'm sick..really sick!!

all begin with a little throat dry on friday

have been eating chocoates in the office!

ended friday evening started to feel uncomfortable

still i have fish and chip for dinner

sat officially have sore throat

due to alumni, i went back to help out

went back home around 2pm

it was raining heavily

and me n rong have to share dat pathetic small umbrella

so i decided to run back

reach home go bathe

shivering in cold~!

fever started to come

reach till around 38.3 degree c

feeling so weak!

sunday my fever slightly better

monday start to cough

tuesday i tot better le but evening was coughing all the way

wed i went to see doc..2 days MC

thurs..i hope hope by today my cough will fully recover!!

i'm so so weak!

kip sick...

i have to kip my body strong man..

weiting pls take some time to exercise ba!!

jiayou jiayou!!

tv on smoke!

2008-11-30T21:41:00.004+08:00

my room tv is mad today!!

i was watching magician of love tis afternoon

is last for 2 hours..

after finish watching i switch to chn8

i was laying on the sofa watching

and rong was just beside me

guess wat?

i saw smoke coming out from the tv!

i still calmly tell rong there's smoke

he faster off the switch and pluck off the thing lo

and my whole room stinks!

the smoke just kip rushing out

EYER!! so KONG BU!!

i cant imagine if i'm alone..

i sure dunno wat to do de lo

lucky there's rong..

now my room are still so smelly!

chao ta smell...

wef 1st dec...

2008-11-29T12:28:00.003+08:00

is the end of month again!

yeah!!

looking forward to pay day!!

dat's wat i always looking forward to at the end of month..

and my motivation in working

money money!!

i need you!! pls come to me ASAP!

wef 1st dec i will be on a full time basis

tis is my very 1st full time job

excited? stress? nervous? happy?

actually alot of feelings went thru my mind

happy-of cuz is money la! hoho..and all the benefits i have working as a full time.

excited-becuz is my 1st time!

stress-the workload will b very much different.the things i have to face is much more and all the things i do must take it very seriously..esp the attitude towards working..i can no longer go as i wan..no feel jiu fake fake not feeling well..argh! so scary la!

oh ya..i felt scared as well.i was afraid i cant get things right.i was afraid of doing the wrong things.i was afraid of scoldings! dat's so many things dat make me scare scare!!

oh man..how am i going to cope??

pls pray hard hard for me!!

actually yday i felt demoralised

cuz i just cant get things right!

i have been working on the modules from thurs

but...still failed!

haiyo!

jia lat la..

ended nid to seek help from my sv..

found dat i rely alot on my sv lo!

oh man..tis cant help me to improve!

Weiting must jia you jia you!!

must fight to the end!

Go Go!!

motivation at work

2008-11-11T21:03:00.003+08:00

today my topic will be

motivation at work...

sometimes i wonder y i nid to work

there's only 1 reason for me

MONEY!!!

does dat apply to those who are working now?

i really cant find other reasons

some ppl really enjoy working

but i don...

i juz wish the time past fast!

but slow down on weekends

monday blues for me every week...

friday, i'm flying!

tis is how i past my week...

i don really seems to be enjoying my work

maybe is not my cup of tea

i juz work for the sake of working, for money

money is the only motivation to keep me on-going...

is tis the right attitude?

who can really guide me thru?

wat is work all about?

how can i enjoy myself at work?

how to motivate myself when i don feel like going?

how to fall in love in working?

there's so many many questions...

who can answer and statisfy me??

someone pls help~~!!!

cuz i really find working no life!

wake up early in the morning, prepare for work, squeeze in train and bus with others, sit in office for 9.5 hours include lunch, squeeze with ppl on transport again, reach home prepare to bathe, eat slp..tis continue on n on till weekend reach!

how boring life can be..

pls let me fall in love in working

so dat i wont tink i'm wasting my life, my time...

actually those studying will say working is good

but i realise studying is much much better

exams, projects seems to be stress

but there's vacation break!

and at least there's goal

which is to score well in exams..

wat's my goal in working?

no goal = no motivation = no life...

that's my working life...

someone pls enlighten me...

bring me to the correct path of working...

Photos on Actual Bday (9 Nov)

2008-11-10T21:23:00.005+08:00

Birthday Cake from MAMA!! =)

Birthday Cake From Hong Mama

Delivered by Hong n ZY

TinG n Mama

HonG n TinG

Sisters forever!! =)

Happy birthday to ME!

Happy birthday to Weiting!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Make Wishes

I wish i could conquer my phobia

I wish everyone around me are in good health, always happy

lastly i wish i have a MILLION!!

tink only hong n zy noe wat happen la..

all thanks to mama...

make me so pai seh!!

anyway dat wish i have to work very hard!

Blow Candle..

i'm 20!!

Cut Cake

That's the end of my bday story..

thanks everybody! =D

turned 20...

2008-11-10T20:53:00.003+08:00

9 nov 2008!

i'm officially 20!!

i'm no longer a teenager!

sob sob~

nvm..as long as i noe i forever 18 jiu hao le! hoho...

1stly, wanna thanks those who sms me

yiying jiejie, hong, eve jiejie, jinda, guo xiang, justin, andrea, darling, jiahui, shuying, xueqi, shangying, jieyin, jiajia...

2ndly, wanna thanks those who wished me in msn

zhe xian, liyong n bf(jy)

3rdly, wanna thanks those who drop me a note in friendster n facebook

Friendster comments: Dan, Valentino, ChawChaw, JinRu, Chee Wee

Friendster msg: Alvin n You Cheng

Facebook: Yu Yan, Zheng Ren, Lai Wang, Siew Ying, YiWen, GuoXiang

LASTly..

BIG BIG THANKS to HONG n ZY!!

they come to my hse personally with a cake

thanks hong mama for the bday cake =)

and of cuz

wanna thanked my mum for the pizza treat, and a small cake as well

MUACKS!!!

hopefully i din miss out any1..

and of cuz..

i miss my boy!! i really miss him so so much!!

actually tis bday i don intend to have a cake, bday song..

cuz i scare i cant control my emotion and will juz drop tears!

so when hong say wan meet me at lot1

i kip say don wan...

ended they still come my hse..

really xie xie!!

nice nice de words i really dunno how to say

but i really appreciate wat u guys did..

even a sms i'm content!

once again..

A BIG BIG THANK YOU!!

Adv Bday Celebration Photos Part2

2008-11-08T23:22:00.007+08:00

Some Random Pic Post

For More..

Go My Friendster! ;)

Advanced Birthday Celebration Part2

2008-11-08T10:20:00.004+08:00

tis post will be my 2nd advanced birthday celebration

wonder will there be an actual celebration

haha..i'm greedy =X

enough of those rubbish

let me go into actual topic...

Date: 1st Nov 2008
Day: Saturday

Time: 6.00pm @ Habour Front Interchange

Venue: MoonLadder @ Labrador Park

Purpose: to celebrate ting's n shuying's advanced birthday

2 birthday gals again =D

anyway we are surpose to meet 6pm

but all late.wahaha!

ended we meet around 7pm lidat

reach there around 730pm?

when we 1st reach there isn't any customers there

juz looks like i have booked the whole place

so cool man!

is in the open space..

so i cant imagine it rains...

hoho..lucky it din..

the atmosphere is great for couples ba...

cuz is quiet, peaceful..

too bad we reach late..

or else it would be nice to see the sunset!!

argh!! i miss dat!!

i juz feel dat there's something missing in the place

music! i tink

if they are abt to play some love songs

whoo~~ it would be perfect man!

now comes to the food...

isn't quite attractive

the soup oso quite tasteless

but i just love the prawns!

big n sweet!! wahaha...

and i tink those who have no car or wat

better don go there

haha...

is so inconvenience!

cuz cab uncles doesnt noe much of the place

and the bus serive is till 9pm only

so my advise is..

go along with those who drives!

Wahaha

anyway i oso don care much la

cuz all i wan is

everyone can get tgt and have a meal

dat's the purpose!

after dinner we went around the place and take photos!

LOTS LOTS of photos!

hahahaha...

who wan to sign us as model?

hehes *wink*

went back to vivo for a walk

again we have photo taking session..

poor darling have to be our photographer

and his skills quite lousy!

ahaha.let me show u all pictures later jiu noe le

home sweet home around 11pm

me n rong went to lot 1 mac for supper

have a oreo cheese cake and ice coffee(dunno the actual name)

pathetic bday cake..no candles oso..

argh! y do i sound so emo again?

k la..end my post le

anyway i had a great day!!

thanks eve n gx for the pre-celebration and waterglobe

thanks hong n shuying for the pre-celebration and presents

thanks darling for everything

he already tried his best to compensate for my birthday

but i kip nag nag at him!

but i really wish he could accompany me

is all wish...hais....

Adv Celebration Photos Part1

2008-11-07T17:53:00.010+08:00

BREEKS

Fries...Yum Yum

GX's dinner
EvE's dinner

ting's dinner

Nov Babies...
Wu PoPo n Chen PoPo-s

GX's bday present - necklace n bracelet

ting's present - precious moment waterglobe

Advanced Birthday Celebration Part1

2008-11-02T18:34:00.004+08:00

Date: 31st October 2008

Day: Friday

Time: 6.30pm

Venue: Causeway Point - Breeks

Purpose: To celebrate GX's & ting's advanced birthday

above are the summary of the day

anyway i'm the 1st to reach woodlands!

tis is the very 1st time i'm not late

-*clap clap*-

as eve jiejie exams are juz round the corner

dat's why we bring forward our bday celebration

it's been long since the 3 of us meet tgt

wanna thanks eve jiejie n gx!

they really brighten up my day

and of cuz!

my present!!!

precious moment waterglobe!

so nice of them!!

a million thanks....

wan see photos??

Go my friendster ba =D

can drop me a comment/testi too ;)

十月初一，生日快乐!!

2008-11-01T11:00:00.004+08:00

wednesday is my lunar bday!

happy birthday to me!! =D

anyway the day wasnt good at all

1) i was late for work

due to personal reason.haha

but din get any scoldings or wat

cuz the ppl reach around dat time only

which is 15 mins later.haha

2) no one acc me for lunch!

my supervisor went for workout session

i cant contact GX

get to noe dat she's in a meeting for 3 hours long!

omg..dat's tiring!!

so i da bao back to office eat lo

3) waited for GX to go home tgt

but the bus kip full

ended we waited for around 640pm den board the bus

ZZZzzzzZZZ

but something makes me touched!

yeah! dat's birthday "mee sua"

mama cook de.hoho.

thanks mama =D

thanks papa too

cuz ingredient he buy de.wahaha.

心情低落。。

2008-10-27T18:13:00.002+08:00

为什么在一起的时间终是那么短暂?
为什么见面了又要道别?
我真的很不喜欢这样的感觉。
虽然这样的日子快过两个月了。
为什么我还是不习惯!?!? *叹。。。*

每次的道别，都是依依不舍。
好多次都希望他能像以前一样每天陪着我，传简讯能够马上回复。。
现在只能等到他 book out 才能看到他，只能等到有空才能回复我，跟我通电话。
我就是那么的依赖他!

因为以前的臭脾气，失去了不少好朋友。
也因为知道自己对朋友不能付出很多，到了poly就自我封锁。
虽然认识了eve jiejie n GX，但是对待他们的"热情"少了很多。
以前想说什么就说，想做什么就做的个性完全消失了。
现在在开口以前还得想一想。。。

好伤心，好难过。
踏入二十岁的人生，他不能陪我度过。
可能也许已经习惯生日有他在我身旁了吧。
当我知道今年的生日没有他。
心里就不是滋味。
也许当天就好好在家休息吧。。。

写这些不是为同情。
只是想把自己的想法写出来罢了。

好期待星期五和六的晚餐。。
希望能够有美好的周末! =D

back to working life!

2008-10-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

tml will b my 1st working day!

i'm back to working life again!

don nid say much

but once again i can say dat is no life!

everyday will b doing the same thing again

yawns~~~!!

hopefully tml will b a good start for my job

and i will fall in love with tis job ba

Weiting JIA YOU!!

started as a causal 1st

cuz my medical report still imcomplete! argh!!

so i'm paid per hour!

SAD!!

i cant earn my public holiday!

a new journey begins..

jia you jia you!

conquer the fear n fight to the end!

Go Go Go!!

态度!!

2008-10-15T10:52:00.005+08:00

你的态度决定你的梦想!
Simply love this quote

noe this thru 黑人陈建洲

he's just so cool!

为了自己的梦想不惜任何一切的去追求

recently get to noe his movie <<态度纪录片>>

is filmed by CIRCUS ACTION &

actors are 台啤篮球队

a bball team in taiwan

get to watch their 预告 in youtube

though juz a small portion

it already make me feel so touched!

if i'm not wrong tis movie is basically telling us

台啤篮球队的态度如何让他们完成自己的梦想，目标

from a team almost about to disband

because of their attitude towards bball

ended they are champion for 2 seasons!

so cool man!

and of cuz! i fall in love with 1 of the player

juz find him cute la.haha...

陈世念

and he's wearing jersey number 9! my fav number!
以前打球时，总是想像自己能不能把最后一球投进，反败为胜而赢得比赛。
觉得这种感觉超酷的!! 赞啦!!
陈世念做到了!
进球的那一刻，大家都感动了流下眼泪。
当然也少不了球迷的欢呼声。

above are just my opinions after seeing some clips post in youtube.

anyway..just wan to promote <<态度!!>>
加油!! 加油!!

emo...

2008-10-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

new blogskin!

very long din use such pinky thing

haha

in the past prefer those black background

anyway, nowadays temper not very good

so i have to SMILE more!

juz like my blogskin.

SMILE =D

Happy 20th Birthday!

2008-10-09T14:22:00.003+08:00

28th Sept 2008
Happy 20th birthday to my dearest piggy rong!
though dat day have some unhappiness
but at least is great dat we can spend time tgt
cuz he now botak boy in tekong!
only weekend can see him
MISS HIM!!

darling in camp!!

2008-09-16T01:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 45th month anniversary!

1st time anni cannot be with darling

but nvm la

cuz i nid to xi guan mar =D

anyway, today is the 5th day darling in tekong camp

MISS HIM!!!

only can get to see him on the 28th which is

HIS BIRTHDAY too!!

gonna tink how to celebrate with him le..

days w/o him...

currently still alright la

cuz i kip staying at home mar

wonder when i go work or when i face trouble

how can i talk to?

haiyo...

have been clearing up my room for the past 2 days

went for family bbq on sat evening

load myself with something to do

lidat jiu wont anyhow tink

haha...

darling pls take care of urself!!

i need a job! i need a job!!

jiayou!

2008-09-13T15:34:00.001+08:00

Weiting jia you!

conquer the fear!

go go go!!!

darling i miss u lots lots!!!

pictures!

2008-09-01T23:47:00.022+08:00

CHALET @ HOMETEAMNS (Bukit Batok)

28th AUG 2008

BBQ!!!

Surprise for LiYong...

Playing with CREAM!!

Ah BANGS...

SisterS...

Darling n ME!

HONG VS TING

who is the queen of gambler??

HAHAHA

feeling lost..

2008-08-31T23:56:00.002+08:00

now feeling quite empty quite lost!

hong starting her attachment tml

rong going army in 11 days time

模范棒棒堂 no long have 王子，傲犬，小煜，小杰，阿伟，威廉，阿本，毛弟，小马，野兽，翰奖，小禄，牙膏，李铨，虎牙，小乐，多多，elmo，terry，鲔鱼.

黑社会美眉 is getting more n more boring.maybe because no 8 niu niu ba.they are 大牙，鬼鬼，小蛮，丫头，小熏，筱婕，mei mei，apple.

u guys reading tis dunno wat i talking about rite? haha

basically these ppl make me go crazy about them! =D

send in resume to CSM but no news.1 week already

miss chow introduce me 1 part time job.

if still cant find a perm job den i will be trying there

at least earn some money

i oso ask enen to help me find in the company she working in

hopefully there's good news!

jiayou!!

new blogskin; new start.

2008-08-23T02:37:00.007+08:00

hey hey..how's my blogskins my dear frens..it's been so so long since i last blog..cuz my modem spoil..argh! subscribe new de..so i can back bloggin! cool man!

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anyway i have ended my part time job..31st july was my last day..feel kinda lost..cuz already used to it and have a small amount of stable income..now i'm jobless! and i'm spending like nobody business..plus i din save much too..

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now finding a perm job..trying @ CSM..my attachment place..but i have not send in my resume..going to send it in ASAP! cant fool around anymore! 必须为家里负担一些背负。伟婷长大了!! 家里的开销我也应负责。。but something juz hold me back in finding a full time job..the stress, the enviroment, the pple..all these is unpredictable..frens, wish me good luck in finding a good job! =) 加油!! 加油!!

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15 more days to rong going tekong.tis is the 1st time he's leaving me for so long.i noe i very rely on him.esp my condition now.i nid him to accompany thru out the journey.so dat i can calm myself down.actually i oso dunno wat so scary abt the journey.but i juz cant overcome.haha.seems so funny rite? wat kind of phobia is tis? really dunno.hope i can recover soon ba.OVERCOME IT, WEITING!! hope time will pass slowly ba! i really cant imagine his 3 weeks in tekong i will do wat.maybe i'm still jobless? lidat there wont be any fear in me.but i'm sure my mum will kill me for not going to find work.haha.2 years of army..there sure be alot of changes..will our love change too? unpredictable too.haha.forget it don wan tink so much ba! 一定会不习惯他不在我身边..

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Happy birthday to:

Wai Kay (11 july)

ChenWei (12 july)

Justin (16 july)

Regina (19 july)

Michelle Goh, Song Zhen, Feng Ming (8 Aug)

Guo Qing (9 Aug)

Mummy (13 Aug)

Chen Hui (16 Aug)

Evelyn JieJie (21 Aug)

internet connection sot le!!

2008-07-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

my internet connection is spoilt!

now using my bro laptop

his laptop able to leech leh

but mine cant!

argh!! stupid de..

still have to wait till contract end

den can sign new 1

zzz

cant watch bbt n mei mei after work!

19 more working days!

and i have to take 1 more step forward

which is go find perm job!

dun really noe wat to do

haiyo!!

suan le.stop tis topic.

cuz really headache! haahaa...

end here ba..BYE!

take care everyone =D

tagged by gx part 3

2008-06-22T15:10:00.004+08:00

though din tagged by GX

but now very free jiu write lo.haha

1) How long will you wait for someone you love?

wait till i change target? hahaha...

2) What do you hope for now?

a good job waiting for me..haha..

i muz be dreaming!

bang bang tang concert DVD!! i cant find it!

3) What would you do if you're given 1 million?

not sure..cuz suddenly have 1 million..cool eh!

buy things i like..

share with my family

donation

open a shop! so dat i don nid work for others..see ppl face.SIAN

4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?

yup! haha..esp when they put me aeroplane when everything is settle..last min ps! esp gathering la.if 1 to 1 i think is alrite..cuz very easy to change plan.

5) What's your favourite colour?

YELLOW!

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

YES! i saw 1 very nice at CWP..

7) What are you listening now?

Huang Da Wei - Ni Ba Wo Guan Zui

8) What your desired age of marriage?

if i manage to stay with rong till old..should be round 28 lidat lo..

9 ) Are you happy with your life now?

statisfaction =)

10) What if your crush ask you out?

cool eh! heart beat fast fast.kip smiling like mad!

11) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?

juz be normal ba..i dunno leh..

12) What feeling do you hate the most?

afraid..

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?

i'll kip sms him..talk to him in msn..and will tell dat guy i like him..

if reject cry cry den learn how to fang xia jiu ok le..

but the cycle goes again..haha..

those who noe me in sec sch will noe la..

14) What are you looking forward in the upcoming weeks?

work work..GET PAY!! $$!! shoppin shoppin!! broke broke!!

15) The most important things in your life?

family, frens, rong, laptop, hp, mp3, psp, my bed!

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?

rong and frens ba..easier to talk to..more comfortable with

17) Do you find life meaningless?

ya..sometimes juz find it tough to live on..esp when i get older cuz i have to choose my own path.

18) Where do you think one can find true love?

i dunno..

19) Do you believe that there is 'true love'?

yea!

20) What's your greatest wish?

HAHA! be TAI TAI!!

21) What will you change when you can turn back time?

study hard in sec sch ba...cuz actually when i receive rejection letter from uni i was quite disappointed.though i din say but rong and my dad can sense dat actually i was disappointed.haha.i was shock when my dad noe how i feel.

22) What do you wish to forget the most that cannot be forgotten?

nothing ba.in fact i wish i can remember everything.cuz my brain only contains letter memories!

wat i have done when i'm young i cant rmb most of it..but ever since i write diary in sec sch things get better.cuz sometimes i get to read them and i rmb!

DONE!

tagged by gx part 2!

2008-06-22T14:55:00.002+08:00

1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
My Papa..

2. The last place you went out to eat?
Lot 1 - Long John Silver.
Steal rong's food.haha..

3. What was the last beverage you last consumed?
MacDonald's Tea

4. Thoughts at this moment?
nothing much...

5. Do you bite your lips alot?
dont think so..

6. Medical, fine arts or law?
none of it..

7. Favourite drink?
no preferance

8. Do you miss anyone?
OF COZ!

9. What were you doing at 6.00 PM on last Friday night?
In hosp visit my cousin..hope she get well soon =D

10. Who was the last person you had in your room?
my mum

11.Can you speak another language?
a little of hokkien, teochew, jap (learn in IS)

12. What are you going to do tomorrow?
WORK WORK!! zzzzZZzz

13. Who was the last band you saw live?
superband at IMM...i'm a passerby

14. Do you take care of your friends when they are sick?
depends ba...

15. Do you like to read?
magazine lo..others is out! boring!!

16. Favourite colours?
YELLOW! but i hardly has any yellow colour shirt..

17. Who is your favourite person to have a conversation with?
rong lo...haha..

18. Where did you go today?
no where...

19. Nickname?
anti social? haha..
got no idea la..

DONE! =D

tagged by GX

2008-06-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

GX tagged me..

so i have to write 10 things abt myself?

1. in love with 我爱黑涩会 n 模范棒棒堂.

this happens after watching 黑糖瑪奇朵.

我爱黑涩会 n 模范棒棒堂 is show on every mon - fri

so youtube is the 1 dat bring me close to them

very envy those"didi-s" and "mei mei-s"

cuz when they juz go in

they only noe wat they noe

but after they stay there for long

they learn new skills

like those duno how to dance noe how to dance etc

their performances are juz so cool!

anyway i juz love this 2 variety shows

can say dat is part of my life now

everytime if they upload slower by a day i will go crazy

and kip complain why so slow

hahahaha

2. in love with taiwan 偶像剧!!
rocks man!

although their story is abt the same
but to me every drama is juz so SWEET~!

i'll cry like water tap when it comes to sad sad part

i'll happy for them when they have happy ending

i'll smile like crazy when they are so sweet

i'll curse the person whoever wan to break up the main cast

i'm juz so CRAZY over 偶像剧!!

and my bro think is so boring!

who cares!

hahahaha
戏里的爱情故事都是轰轰烈烈的

make me very envy..

let me list down my lists of show i watch b4 ba.hee.
流星花园, 爱情白皮书, 蜜桃女孩
MVP情人, 恶魔在身边, 换换爱
斗牛。要不要, 恶作剧2吻, 黑糖瑪奇朵!

too many to list le la.juz lidat =D

3. WT = Weiting = Water Tap!!

haha..

can say dat my tears are FOC!

4. love to SLEEP!!

i'm a pig!

at home nth to do jiu sleep

5. love doing some DIY thing

like choco, flowers, deco my photo album

now wish to learn some baking of cakes or cookies

but don have those kind of oven or wat

maybe i should learn how to cook oso ba

learn those home dishes.hehes.

6. love listening and singing to chinese pop songs!

kbox! cool! haha

blast my songs in my room and sing out loud

i am crazy!

but my voice sucks!

sad sad sad

7. love beach!

everytime i feel stress or when i nid a break

1st thing come to my mind is going to the beach

sentosa, east coast, ...

juz feel dat sitting at the beach,

listening to the wave,

enjoying the wind breeze

WOW!

juz so RELAXING!

BUT..i never had a chance to go

juz so lazy to step out of the house and travel so far

lazy me!

but i will find a day to go there sun tan

8. problematic on train n buses

this problem trouble me very long le

don feel like saying aniting abt it already

haha.

9. laptop, hp, mp3, psp!

i cant leave w/o them!

10. last point le!

hm..i love to think alot of things

haha

esp this point

dat is when a person die le whr will the person go

i don think any1 have a perfect ans to this ba

and i juz feel so scary dat

imagine 1 live for abt 80 years and gone forever after dat

juz feel very ...

i dunno use wat words describe

juz feel very qi guai

okie la..

end here! finally post after so long! haha

ice cream!!

2008-05-31T20:05:00.006+08:00

went bedok on last sun (25/5)

cuz eve won icecream vouchers

and she treat us eat!

thanks so much~

anyway we miss our way

thanks to rong la

should be turn right he say turn left will be correct

haha.anyway still manage to find la

talk talk..take photos..!

went marina square for dinner

PIZZA HUT!!

went home after dinner

HOME SWEET HOME~

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2008-05-01T13:31:00.005+08:00

happy labour day! whoo~~

cool man..holiday = no pay too

taking leave tml oso

going to extract tooth!

scary! very scare leh..

still nid to wait another 5 days or 5 working days den can get pay

recruit express so many ppl still nid take so long?

anyway may quite a short working month for me

labour day, tml leave, vesak day, graduation day

4 days off!

dunno wan take half day or full on graduation leh

still thinking..haha

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anyway..i decided to start on new collection

is a very expensive collection

dat is the collection waterglobe!!

nice rite?

i oso dunno y i suddenly fall in love with this waterglobe thing

maybe is after watching MY GIRL

or is when listening to radio i heard a tourist say

he everytime go a country will buy tis

i juz find it very special

but it confirm cost me a bomb!

slowly collect ba =D

those reading this and going oversea can buy for me!

haha..juz jk la..

or i can pay u..cool man..

i oso dunno this collection will last me for how long

actually i have 1.but when i clear my table i broke it

hais!!! now left the figurine w/o water.sad

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went hong hse play mj on last sat nite

play 2 rounds.till abt 6 plus lidat.

for the 1st round i kip lose and fang pao!

and i got this name

pls call me PAO GE when i play mj next time

hm..those got watching 430pm aunty show should noe who is PAO GE ba

hahahaha

the next 1 kip fang pao will be hong

so she is my DA XIANG..ahaha.

oso related to the 430pm show la

after mj go mac eat breakfast and

home sweet home!

xing ku hong sis have to send us back again

and make her no sleep too

anyway have to thanked her

xie xie jiejie!! =D

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sunday slp till abt 2 plus 3 den wake up

tired!! tired!!

at nite go dinner with my relatives

cuz my grandma bday

at the same time oso my cousin - lifen de bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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yday 30/4 go watch

the forbidden kingdom

quite nice leh the show

very funny..so cute!!

but i think in chinese will be better la

cuz i don like ang mo show

my english sucks!

hehe =P

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k la.end here!

will be update a bit later cuz GX tagged me

CYAZ!!

*[in love with u]*

Momo Love

1st post in new year

21st birthday presents!!

X'mas is coming~

tinG's 21st birthdaY celebratioN!!

boring boring as usual~

4 more days to 21st bday celebration!

fruitful weekend!

going crazy soon~

netball~

slack week~

Christine Glass: My Love Will Get You Home

welcome last quarter of 2009!

Rotting in process~

photos~

outing~

花痴!! 花痴!!!

还是很伤心

心情不好!

weekend is here~

slacking~

tiring weekend~

霹靂MIT!!

fast week~

changes in me!

dramatic~

1st June

hmm...wat to do this weekend?

resting week~

i hate my mgr!!!

a habit

lousy manager!

bus 96!

monday blues~

singaporeans

an unhappy, busy and tiring working week!

a tiring day~

Happy Mother's Day

22nd Feb, Sunday

Happy Birthday, Hong

cny ending~!

大年初二

除夕 Part II

除夕 Part I

3rd Week of Jan (12th - 17th)

2nd week of Jan..

1st weekend of 2009~

summarise of dec08

happy 2009~!!

summarise of 2008!

3 more days to 2009!!

still coughing...

i'm SICK!!

tv on smoke!

wef 1st dec...

motivation at work

Photos on Actual Bday (9 Nov)

turned 20...

Adv Bday Celebration Photos Part2

Advanced Birthday Celebration Part2

Adv Celebration Photos Part1

Advanced Birthday Celebration Part1

十月初一，生日快乐!!

心情低落。。

back to working life!

态度!!

emo...

Happy 20th Birthday!

darling in camp!!

jiayou!

pictures!

feeling lost..

new blogskin; new start.

internet connection sot le!!

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tagged by gx part 2!

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ice cream!!

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